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2009-04-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

Hello all my fellow readers.

I'm gonna change my blog add to

http://lyraaaa.blogspot.com

Don't worry you will be redirected.
Please save my new blog add okay !

Thanksss loadss

See you there peeps :)

I promise to update as much as I can in my all new blog !

Love ya,
Muackssss

Days at Sepang F1

2009-04-11T20:14:00.004+08:00

Days at Sepang F1, memorable experience.

As a first timer, I really put a really low expectation on the job at F1.
Following the feedbacks from fellow freelance girls, I predicted I'm going to be working under the scorching sun and the burning heat for 3 days !!!!
I whined a lot about this job for days and days, and when the day finally came...

I had no choice but to accept my fate anyway *sobs*

Woke up at 6am, my poor dear had to fetch me to Menara Olympia in the wee hours of the morning. Haha!
But I'm already used to it, as I have 8am classes everyday. Sighhh.

Had our McD breakfast 3 days in a row, Sausage McMuffin and hot tea every morning.
Put our make up, change our uniform and shoes, put on our jacket.
And begin our journey to Sepang race circuit in the Uncle Drifter van xD
He drives really fast !!!

Marlboro girls at Menara Olympia~ Ready to begin our journeyy~

Upon arriving, the morning sun greeted us with such friendly glare!
Oh well, our kiosk is roundish, with 3 kiosk in it. 2 girls in a pair..
There is a misty fan blowing at each girl...
How lucky we are compared to those selling ear plugs or programme books who walk under the hot sun !
But here we are standing in the kiosks with a personal cooler for each of us ..

My heart felt relieved ! teeheeee~

A pic of me, still early so I can smile happily for the camera still xD

Me and lovely Rowena at our kiosk
First day of work, is me and Rowena. A very chatty girl, we talk a lot about make ups and online shopping stuff. Miss you girl !

Jimmy, our merchant, me and pretty Angel
Haha! The Ferarri horse guy. Really looks uber cute !!
There's a whole team of them but we only managed to pull one to get a pic with us.

Second day, me and Angel.
Pretty lady whom I really admire. Hehe!

Third day, me and Kwen.
Worked together with her at Sunburst KL.
She's really petite and has a big personality !
And she sings really really well tooo :)

The girls are really cool and funny!
Makes my job at F1 really relaxing and destress.

Group pic of Marlboro girls..
Will miss all of you =)

I forgot of all my assignments.
In fact, working under the hot sun doesn't make me as stress as assignments.

And it pays me well at the same time :(

I MISS MY FREELANCE LIFE BABYYYY~

Pinky Dream Phone

2009-04-08T21:28:00.002+08:00

My latest addiction
Sony Ericsson T707

Comes in 3 classy colours with mirror OLED display.
Ever lovely pink, aqua blue and midnight black..
My own invention of colour names because I just adore this phone so damn much I'm gonna grab it if there's any chance !

Releasing in Sweden soon, but yet to release in Malaysia.
How disappointing :( Sighhhhhh...

Some pics to thrill you girly girls up on this total pinkish z610-ish phone !
Speaking of z610, I miss my pink z610 so much... Sobssss...

See the pretty circle light on the OLED display?
Looks like a halo on the angel...
Such a heavenly phone to own :)

Pinky phone just for muaaa. Pink addiction !
OLED display just like my previous z610i, only better with the power button and a smaller camera lense in front.

Yummy pinky roundish buttons to click on.
Pretty pink light display on the joystick part, which makes the lighting even more luminous..
Imagine the lights glowing in the dark, with a shade of pink..

Bet you will have pinky sweet dreams whole night long...

Lovely specs of this phone, with 3G and a 3.2 megapixels for us girls who like to camwhore wherever we go.. Muahahaha

3.2 megapixel camera
Bluetooth stereo (A2DP)
Email
Exchange ActiveSync®
Mega Bass
Memory Stick Micro (M2)
Monochromatic OLED, scratch-resistant
Music tones (MP3/AAC)
Phone memory: Up to 100MB
Photo fix
Picture blogging
Picture messaging (MMS)
PlayNow
Predictive text input
Resolution: 128 x 36 pixels
Standby time GSM/GPRS: Up to 400 hrs
Standby time UMTS: Up to 400 hrs
Talk time GSM/GPRS: Up to 10 hrs
Talk time UMTS: Up to 4 hrs
Text messaging (SMS)
TrackID
Up to 3.2x digital zoom
USB mass storage
Video blogging
Video call time: Up to 2 hrs
Video light
Video recording

Apologiess for the extremely repetitive " PINK " words I have used in this article.

I can't just get over the pinkyness of this phone...

Are you girls drooling over my T707 now ?
Yea I bet you are xD

I WANT MY SONY ERICSSON T707 !!

2009-04-01T18:41:00.002+08:00

Its been such a busy week, and it will go on and on and on ...

Until, I think the end of the semester haha!

Semester 2 is really really tough ...
Assignments are non stop, not tiny ones... but the m-a-j-o-r ones !
How sad ..

I don't even have time to work ..
Maybe a little time to slack.
But I have to pay it back by sacrificing my sleep time !!

Seriously have to squeeze all my brain juices out to work on all the assignments.
Cos it requires like serious thinking -_-" Which I seldom use

Many things have changed.
Starting to feel a difference in my life ...

For good or for bad..

Its still early to say.
But I believe there has to be a good and bad in every single thing you do =)

Cheeross..

2009-03-23T18:14:00.001+08:00

Busy days up ahead..
Full of assignment submissions and of course, F1 Sepang job...

Grrr..

3 days under the freaking hot steaminggggg atmosphere in Sepang.
I hope I won't evaporate away

2009-03-20T14:14:00.001+08:00

Don't forget me 。。
Princess

2009-03-11T15:18:00.004+08:00

Dog Memorial

Princess
March 25 2005 - March 11 2009

You will always be in our heart, we will miss you deeply

Never will forget the happy moments with you, where you will always sleep below my computer table, waiting beside the dinner table, sleep beside me when I'm having a nap.
How scared you were when the thunder comes, and when the cat comes to snatch your food.

Memories of you and me, will always be remembered and shall never be replaced.

You are strong, to have faced your disease with courage and strength..

Rest in peace, my Princess.

Always in our hearts, forever

2009-03-10T20:07:00.001+08:00

Contact lense 买卖。。。

我现在又再卖contact lense了。。
因为自己有戴。。mm们戴了也美美。。

有兴趣的可以来看我贴或friendster

http://www.jbtalks.cc/thread-517051-1-1.html

http://profiles.friendster.com/prettylense

blog暂时还没有弄好。。
因为本人太懒了。。

嘻嘻。。。

多多支持哦。。

2009-03-08T22:16:00.002+08:00

女人。。
真心对待，人家又会珍惜你吗？
付出了真心，牺牲了一切。。
没人会说你伟大，没人会称赞你聪明。。

女人。。
别再装伟大。。
尊重了别人，别人又有尊重过你吗？

女人。。
别再傻傻了。。
理会别人的感受，要他开心，却委屈了自己。。
那又何必呢？
毕竟，生命是你的。。
如果，爱得那么委屈，那又值得吗？
他是否真的爱你？

男人。。
多多关心女人到底怎么了。。
我们不是无理取闹。。
毕竟无风不起浪。。

当一个女人不关心了，不罗嗦了，不哭了。。
那你就得开始担心了。。

因为这个女人。。
开始对你死心了。。

爱你，就会关心你。。就会缠住你。。

男人往往厌烦女人的关心。。
男人往往厌倦女人的存在。。
男人往往忽略女人的需要。。
男人往往太过自我。。

人生，一定有一次遇到你最爱的一个。。
一个，可以让你奋不顾身的人。。
一个，可以变成不是自己的自己。。
一个，可以让你放弃一切。。
一个，可以让你牺牲一切。。
一个，就算他对你有多不好，你也会原谅他的人。。

我，感谢上天让我遇见你。。
遇见了真爱。。

2009-03-04T17:24:00.001+08:00

First day of school - Sucks

8am classes - Sucks

Everyday 8am classes - Worst case scenario

God I don't want to wake up in 630am every morning and travel freaking far to Sunway just to have my 8am classes ! This is torture!!

Why why ?? Tell me why ???

2009-03-03T11:18:00.002+08:00

Lately, a product named SIY is really hot over LYN.
Slim - it - yourself..
There's really a lot of good feedbacks on it, and it's made from pure fruit juice!

Just take one bottle in d morning and one bottle at nite.. .violaa u'll get slim ..
Some people lost 5kg in 20 days, some lost 10kg in 10 days. Really depends on yourself.. And best of all, it doesn't require any dieting ! *clap clap*

Really really tempted to try, but....

Even the seller doesn't wanna sell it to me -__-"
She says i'm too skinny ad still wanna take for wat..
But nobody know lar , I'm damn fat lar ok... My tummy n legs are huge!

I wonder, since everyone is saying i'm skinny. What if I bought this stupid thing for rm198 and there's no results ! That will be pure stupidity...

Confused T.T

Some of d pics of SIY customers

Picture credit to Ruby8 from lyn

Picture credit to yumiko from lyn

Such miraclous product...

I want my SIY !

2009-02-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

其实很多男孩子都不知道，女孩子从来不真正去生他们的气，因为她是真的喜欢在乎他。

其实很多男孩子都不知道女孩子只会对自己喜欢的男生唠唠叨叨也只会对自己喜欢的人耍性子。

你知道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会来乎你关心你，怕你做错事情。

你要道，假若她不喜欢你，她根本不会对你发火不会冲你撒娇让你哄她，在别人面前她是淑女。

你要知道，假若她不喜欢，你根本就没有本事让她哭泣，让她即生气也不会超过2天。

而这一切都只是因为她喜欢你，而这一切都因为你还不在意她不够懂她。

于是，你们时常争吵，你认为她脾气不好，她认为你不够就她。

于是，你们总是冷战，你以为她不喜欢你，她以为你不在乎她。

于是，你们总是莫名其妙的彼此错过，也许擦身而过，本身就是一种悲伤着的无奈幸福。
要知道，凄美依然是美的一种，并且美的绚丽悲凉而沧桑，那是更加美。

因为她喜欢你，所以她偶尔冲你发火，时常对你撒娇。

因为她喜你，所以她才会生你的气；而又因为喜欢你，她才不会去生气很久。

你可知，每个女孩子的心都是水晶做的，晶莹剔透，但是很容易就碰伤摔碎。

你可道，每个女孩子都是不设防的，你那么轻易就闯进她的心，走的时候却只留下伤害

她从来都不知道，这个世界上根本没有可以让她哭的人，因为真正值得她哭那个根本舍不得让她哭。

她会很矜持，她会很骄傲，她会很冷淡，她总是嘴说着你走开，心里却一直叫你留下。

请你张开你的耳朵，也请你打开你的心去听她心里真正的呼唤，而不是她嘴里口是心非。

她会看着你转身，然后跟着你转身，当侧身而过的时候，你看见她的泪，滂沱在脸上心里。

如果喜欢她，请你多陪她；如果你喜欢她，你多宠她；如果你喜欢她，请你多让她。

如果你喜欢她，请你去听听她内心声音，那是呐喊——请拥抱她。

在情里，总是彼此伤害，彷佛这样才能证自己爱得激烈爱到轰轰烈烈。

可是爱情里没有孰对孰错；爱情里更加没有比我多我比你少。

你爱她，她爱你如此就已经足够。不要试图让彼此的伤，让彼此更加脆弱悲伤。

你们彼此爱，你们需要的是温暖是幸福是甜蜜是乐，不是伤害。

不要用沉默宣战，要互不相让，更不要什么话都不讲就冷离去。

要知道，你离去的时候，你眼睛起了雾，她的眼角泛着泪光。

越是安静战火就越传，这是冷战也是彼此伤害——无论是怎么的复合，那些伤口经存在，抹不去。

请跟她一个拥抱用你的拥抱去化解她心里的悲伤与眼角泪水。

她喜欢你，她绝对不会拒绝的拥抱，她只会害怕你的冷漠转身无声静。

请记住，相爱的人不要轻易宣，因为冷战带来的伤害，超出你的预计

也请记住，只要你喜欢她，没有什是你接受不了的，只要你喜欢她，就喜她的一切一切。

那么她所有的小性所有的坏脾气所有的臭毛病，在你眼里是撒娇。

也请记住，她喜欢你，她要的不是你真的转身，她嘴里说着的也是她的真心话。

她只是想你宠她，你抱她，哪怕，没有道歉。

2009-02-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

Today, went for Marlboro F1 interview..

I got the job ..

Rm 400 per day x 3 = rm1200
Plus Sunburst event = rm 250

Total = 1450

It's the highest pay job I ever get

But there is no one to share my happiness with
No one who understand how happy I felt
No one who recognize my success
No one who look up on me

I'm tired of letting people decide for me

I want my life back

2009-02-23T22:20:00.003+08:00

性格不合。。

原来，爱你等于不爱自己。。

21岁的我，到底该选哪一个。。

我，就是那么的爱自由。。
怎样？

潇洒点。。
一定能做到。。

加油！！

发现到，原来你并不需要我在你身边。。
我，也没什么那么重要的。。
知识，我始终放不下。。

其实，就算一切已经过去。。
剩下的回忆，还会是很美的。。
在一段充满猜疑的感情里，其实真的没什么意义了。。
在一段喘不过气来的感情里，真的令人觉得很幸苦。。

人，总是自私。。
就算有多爱都好，到了最后，还是会为自己着想。。

我，就是那么一个人。。

没有我的世界，对你来说没什大不了。。我知道。。
或许，你连我叫什么名都会给忘了。。

没有你的世界，我也不会比你差。。
我们之间的分别，只是。。
在我回忆里，我们还是一样那么的开心，我还是那么的爱着你。。

分别是，你已不在我身边了。。 =）

2009-02-22T21:28:00.004+08:00

Wishlist for 2009 ♥

2009 is a tough year with its economic downturn. And even tougher as I get lesser and lesser jobs. Next year I will be going to Australia, so need to save up as well. My wishlist won't be as long as the previous one... ( I hope )

A gift brought forward from last year.
Pink Sony VAIO, I'm uber loyal and I'm still crazy over you !

A nice Burberry bag for my baby's birthday on July

Either one Gucci bag for everyday use for muaa !

Please help me choose, I have no idea which bag to buy though I prefer the 3rd one =)

Catch ya peeps !

2009-02-21T10:37:00.008+08:00

♥ Valentines Day Vacation ♥

Been quite a while since I've last blog. Basically my time is filled up with vacations and lots of shaking legs at home. Teheee~
CNY trip to Penang was great ! This year was the longest stay in Penang, 11 days! And also first time taking flight back for the CNY celebration.. Kinda unlucky this year that I got sick and asthma during CNY -__-" Can't enjoy everything to the fullest, can't play fireworks, eat nice food and play around with children. *Sigh* There's always next year though !

12.2.2009
I received my bouquet of flowers from my dear today! So happpy!!! I totally love the feathers around it, and best of all , it's PINK ! Thanks so much my baby ~ And the surprise chocolate you got me =) As return, I treated him to The Ship for an early Valentines dinner as we would be at Langkawi on the actual date. No romantic dinner there T.T

A very happy me with a very happy of pink roses and pink box of choc
Dinner at TheShip
Corn monster
Transformed into oyster monster

13.2.2009
My first valentines day with my dear. We went to Langkawi this year with Mags & Ghost. We sat a City Express bus to Penang costing RM36. It labels EXPRESS, but it ain't any express! It took a whopping 5 hours + to reach Penang, with it's countless stop. I would say it is really not professional at all ! And the seats are crampy, there isn't even enough leg space. GRRR!!

Nevertheless, we managed to reach Penang in one piece =) And had our dinner at SuperTanker foodcourt, the food there were really cheap though not really nice. You can't get a RM2.50 mee in KL since a very long time ago, but it still exists in this food court haha!

Then, we spent a night at PutraMarine Resort. The condo is really nice, with a breath taking seaview! How I wish I have a condo at Penang. That's my dream.. But with the economic downturn going on, I wonder when that dream will come true.

14.2.2009
We woke up at 5am in the morning. Yeah, 5am! I woke up at 5am since ages ago. After a shower to freshen everyone up, we began our journey to Perlis to catch a ferry to Langkawi.

I snoozed all the way in the ferry until we reach Langkawi, a whole hour. Was just too tired to keep my eyes open. Haha! We finally reach Langkawi ! Wohooo~ Haven't been here for such a long time. Carrying the heavy baggages, we managed to walk to the car and straight away drove to grab duty free stuff!

Carlsberg there are cheap as Coke here, only RM1.80 ! It's even cheaper than mineral water man ! And we bought Bacardi Apple. Off we go to McDonalds for our lunch and to Best Star Resort for check in. We practically died on the bed for almost 2 hours before heading to the sunny beach ahead.

After drinking a couple of beers and kampai's at the beach, we were hyper about Valentines dinner tonight.
The trip is sponsored by me and Mags for our beloved as Valentines present. We then put on our couple shirt. Not me and my boyfriend, but me and Mags, and Jayson and Ghost! Haha! How cute.. We always have this couple thingy when we go out -_-" Today, girls wore white dresses and guys wore black singlets! Then, we went to Tomato for our Valentines day dinner. Our tummy was flat and growling all the way. The restaurant was full and the waiting list was long. Poor lil tummy kept on growling. When the food came, we had no time for pictures and we gobbled up all the food. It was really really scrumptious!

Me and Mags were actually quite distracted through out the meal, as we were actually planning for our own lil surprise on the beach later. We were planning to light candles in a heart shape and put our cards and couple gifts in the middle, hiding ourselves up before they see it. After going back to the hotel, we went seperate ways and began to start our evil plan. Hoho... Excited. Hyper. Halfway through it, we saw the both fatties walking towards us. We were like WTF !!!!! Potong stim !! Really potongggg.. Everything we planned so well, but they ruined it by just passing by like that -__-" Never mind, we still managed to lit the candles and a cacated heart shape...

Close up shot on our cards and gifts

So cuteee
They are, prisoners of love! HAHAH

Cacated loveee

More episodes of walking on the beach and star gazing. And we went back to sleep...

15.2.2009

Today, we went to Crocodile farm, Langkawi geopark cable car ride, Telaga tujuh and many sight seeing...

Telaga Tujuh
We climbed till our legs ache for 3 whole days. So so so so so so so many steps !
Gunung Mat sth sth.. After the cable car ride. There's a bridge behind us, with only cables supporting it. Give me the creeps just looking at it.

In d cable car
Petronas Quay
Where we stop for lunch at KFC. Yacht club. Lifestyle of the rich and famous

Nightfall, as usual, beach strolling and star gazing again. BUT! Tonight there was a surprise for us and they also kena potong ! HAHA! The initial plan was that there would be a table in the middle of the beach and we would just sit down and dine there. But, the manager forgot about it. So the guys have to go in and ask about it again. There goes our surprise. This year's valentines is all about potong-ing. LOL~ But, I still had my most unforgettable dinner there. On the beach, with the stars and moon looking upon us, with the sounds of waves and smell of the sea breeze. The food was perfect too. The only thing lessing was a stalk of rose... But my dear managed to give me a surprise by giving me a stalk of rose at the end of dinner. Really memorable and touching dinner =) Thanks my baby dear !

Sadly, no pictures tonight too. It's a really trip of insufficient pictures taken !

We went to Sunba that night with the waiters from the restaurant. First ever club to have just fans in it. Tears are streaming out from my eyes as the place is so smoky. They were having a blast but I just couldn't as my legs are breaking into two. And I'm tiredd. Didn't really enjoy Sunba and there was a fight after that. How lame... AND our rental car is ful of cockroaches!!! Full of it !! Damn.. I was screaming like shit when I saw it.

16.2.2009
Today is the Mangroove Tour day. We woke up at 8am as our trip begins at 9am..
We went to many places, Bat Cave, Fish Farm, Eagle feeding, Crocodile Cave and the mangroove of course..

Touching the soft slimy giant stingray
Belangkas
Bat Cave
On d boat
Me and Mags
I like this pic !
Nice view in d middle of nowhere
Eagle feeding

We went for foot massage that night. Because! Our legs are still aching after that Telaga Tujuh great hike.. GRRR We were screaming like crazy in the massage room. It ain't foot reflexology.. That's torture!

This is the last night of our stay, so we headed out to a pub on the beach and drank some more. The stars are quite blurry tonight with all the clouds. And we caught a crab on our way back to the resort. Did I mentioned I was scared till death as a lizard was staring at me when I opened the room door. And it was a dead lizard -__-" I hate that resort! freaking out !

17.2.2009

Packed up and ready to go. Going back to Penang and KL today..

Last pic of me in front of Langkapuri Resort.

We took the Suasana Edaran bus back to KL. Costs rm55 but totally worth it with food on board, cabin crew, movies, games and blankets. Totally comfortable ride =)

Few more pics to wrap up this Valentines post..

My Valentines present
Our Valentines present..

I love you dear~

2009-02-10T12:50:00.002+08:00

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged.

1. I love pink a lot
2. I forgive but not forget.
3. I totally adore pupppies!
4. I wish there are more labels in Malaysia.
5. I love romantic restaurants..
6. I heart surprises..
7. I love to travel around the world
8. I wish everything in this world have a pink version of it.
9. I don't easily get along with people, and when I do, I get along with them pretty well.
10. I'm an unpredictable person
11. I'm totally girlish, with a tad bit of boyish
12. I'm lazy
13. I'm scared to be alone
14. I can't sit home all day without going out
15. I hate liars
16. I hate girls who don't love theirselves
17. I hate guys who cheat on girls
18. Why can't guys just be faithful?
19. I think there are a lot people poorer than us in this world, thus we should be grateful.
20. I hate being left out
21. I love to make new friends
22. I can't stand it when my handphone don't ring
23. I hope I have longer, slimmer legs.
24. I wish I'm prettier
25. I'll be your princess

2009-02-09T12:09:00.003+08:00

Life is just unpredictable

When you though life was perfect, God will pop something out to tell you to wake up from ur fairy-tale dream.
I guess it's time for me to wake up now.

Maybe our love is not strong to go through this, I truly can't accept what you have did, and u denied it. But the evidence is right in front of my eyes, gadgets don't lie... So as computers and handphone logs..

Life...

was just merry
is just full of lies

What have this world become?
Is it so hard to find a true love?

Am I stupid, that's why you choose to be with me for so long ?
I guess I truly am ...

I see it with my own eyes, yet I'm finding a reason now for you to not believe it

I will truly miss you ...
But, everything is just memory now

2009-01-19T21:55:00.001+08:00

Tag by JiaWen
Highlight your YES !

1. Coffee / Tea

2. Noodle / Rice

3. Ocean / Lake

4. Phone / Computer

5. Smsing / Calling

6. Durians / Fried Worms

7. Coke / Sprite

8. Cold weather / Hot weather

9. Pancakes / Waffles

10. Sand / Grass

11. Vanilla / Chocolate

12. Coughing / Sneezing

13. Paper / Plastic

14. Gold / Silver

15. Watermelon / Strawberry

16. Slippers / Shoes

17. Early Bird / Night owl

18. Books / Magazines

19. Tall / Short

20. Heaven Above / Paradise on Earth

Tags : Carol, Melody, Alex, Bao, Wendy, whoever that read my blog haha! I'm bad

2009-01-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

Time passes really fast...
In a blink of an eye, its Chinese New Year again !

Gong hei fat choi ~ Ang pau ang pau !

Halfway packed for my longest trip ever back to Penang!
Wohooo~ Never get bored of that place, food heaven !
And for a beach lover like me, never a better place than having a stroll by the beach listening to the waves.. Ahhh, such a wonder~

I've been doing nothing but relaxing for my whole holiday.

Going to Genting this Wednesday till Friday, and Penang from Saturday till next next Tuesday I guess. Miss the food, miss the atmosphere of CNY! Can't wait to go back there and meet all my Penangites friends! Time to party partyyyy~

Looking forward to Bali trip, still thinking of going or not. Low on funds, but well I still feel like going to Bali lah !!
Will be going to Hong Kong on July. Time to save up for some seriouss shopping !
Means, time to work harder!

May everyone have a happy and prosperity year of the Ox ! =)

Come back from Penang we pok sat ! haha

2009-01-13T11:45:00.002+08:00

Long time did not update my blog..
Well, I just plainly did not know what to write ! Haha!

Anyway, that day watched Jeepers Creepers with Jia. Ok, that movie sucked. Wasn't that creepy and icky movie I expected. Almost fell asleepy as we watched it at 2am plus, after a glass of vodka mango ( wooohoooo ). And, as all times, we had a good chit chat. How nice, sitting at my porch drinking and chatting! Haha!

Ok, I promise to upgrade and decorate a bit next time ...

It's still holiday, and I'm basically rotting at home. Sigh. I want to go on a holiday!
I don't care! Penang, Genting, Redang wherever ! Excluding Gua Tempurung -_-"
I'm not a really friendly mother nature person.

Girls, can be really blind in love.
Ain't a good thing, and ain't a bad thing too.
Love, is suppose to have sacrification and toleration from both sides.
But when it reaches the part when you realise, you sacrifice and tolerate everything for this guy. Then, you should really wake up and unfold ur blindness that ' he's just not that into you '.
Before it's too late, why not still let urself have a bit of value? Raise up your price, before you leave. Be the one that dump him, not being dumped. Let him worry, let him regret.
Yeah, thats right! And never turn back...

Show him a better living, show him a brighter side of you even without him.

Good luck to all of the ladies out there

2008-12-30T00:31:00.002+08:00

melody
这个是为你而写的。。

看见你部落格的那张照片，我眼眶湿了。。
不知为何。。
他其实就只是一个纹身。。

想了想，我了解了。。

我替你开心，你感觉到了你的幸福。。
你真的要好好珍惜，丁太太 =）

顿时，也让我脑海·浮现了多种问题。。
我没有你那种幸福。。
也不知道，我到底是不是走着对的路。。

祝福你们。。 =）

2008-12-26T13:47:00.003+08:00

3rd Day of Celebration

Yeah, this is a extremely late post. Christmas is even over now..
Haha! Never mind-lah, just to share some pictures =)

Snow globe in front pavilion

Lecka-lecka @ Bukit Bintang Walk

Classic juice apple n peach ! Totally awesomeeee

Finale for my 20th birthday, lots of love and roses !

2008-12-19T12:01:00.008+08:00

16.12.2008

2nd day of celebration ..

Today, decided to go to 1u with dear because we want to take neoprints! Puri!!
But, lazy to scan the pics hoho...

Lunch time, Deli-cious

Looking at the menu, stomach screaming !!

Frosty Lychee Tea, one of my favourites in Delicious

Carbonara Spaghettini

Spicy seafood spaghettini

Yummy yum yummm ~

After food = Overbloated syndrome

Lovey you ~

After filling our stomach once again, went for a stroll to see the Christmas decorations in 1u.

After strolling and window shopping.. Went back home to pick up my sis for a family dinner at KLCC.

Dear bought me cherry pink roses!!! So so happy =)
He said he wanted to give me a surprise this morning, but I forced him to follow me to the vet haha! So no time for him to sneak out to get my flowers..
Oh well, I still love my flowers very much hehe.. Thx dear

Very happy birthday baby with my lovely dear =) and the cherry pink roses hehe

After our scrumptious dinner at Sakae Sushi KLCC

I bugged dear to bring me to SkyBar.. Heard many raves about it, but never been there before.

Such a nice day for our first time at Sky Bar, the view is just heavenly. Loving the atmosphere there, a great place to just hang out and chill with your friends =)
But I would say it is quite pricey, and the cabana seats are actually quite hot !

Happy birthday !

End of 16.12.2008 =)

2008-12-18T17:05:00.007+08:00

20th Birthday Celebration

人，为了爱会做不可思议的事情。。
爱，为人也带来了欢乐与奇迹。。
一段感情，能带来多大的快乐，就能带来多大的伤害。。

16.12.1988
Marks my 20th birthday =)

15.12
Simple celebration with my buddies this year. We sing K at lowyat from 4pm-7pm..
Why 4pm? Haha, because Jia wen rushed from Cyber to KL to join us. So we wandered off and went shopping until 4pm keke! Thanks so much for joining the sing k session jia ! Muackss muackss..

After screaming our lungs out singing, we went to KLCC because my LV bag wasn't in stock at Starhill's LV flagship store. *sigh*

I was thrilled to get my first LV bag, thanks so much to my dear! Its a Damier Azur Hampstead.
And we got our name hot stamped on the strap of my bag. So cute =)

Although I don't look happy in pictures, but I'm truly happy haha! Coz I don't like to smile in photos =P
Thanks a lot my dear for the LV bag, not just because of its brand. But I know you go through a lot of hardwork to get this bag for me. Appreciate it very much =)

Moving on, we headed to Chilis for dinner. We were so so so hungry, but there was a Q so we had to wait for our turn. We ordered a lot, well not a lot actually. A started, a main course, and a beverage, that's standard right? But end up, we were so bloated most of us couldn't even finish 50% of the meal. Haha!! Guess we were too hungry to order so much. Keep this in mind. SHARING IS CARING ! Especially in Chilis, because the portions are just ... HUGE!!

Rib-eye steak : Mine ! Only manage to finish 50% of it -_- The steak in Chilis is not as good as TheShip and VS though the price is almost the same, rm49.90.

Mushroom Jack : A vr happy pic of Joanna with her dinner =)

Mushroom Jack : Closer shot of it. Served with tortilla bread

Oldtimer burger : Jia wen's choice. Only manage to finish 60% of it. Rm19.95
Oldtimer burger : Looks nice ehhh ! *drools*

Lamb shank : Still prefer Bel Pasto's one =P

Can you see all the food on the table? *faint*

Happy birthday to me ! =)

Alright, after having our stomachs all bloated up. We really couldn't eat or drink anything more.
Yeah, it was that bad -_-"
It then started raining on our journey back to lovely sweet Kepong, so we all decided to go home.

Went home and was kinda disappointed with no countdown this year, sad.
Then around 1am, when I was about to sleep, hakkai suddenly call me n say Ah Biao left his hp in my car.
He asked me to go check and bring back to Ah Biao..

Me and my dear was like WHAT?, it's 1am in d morning ad still need drive to Wizz and pass back his phone. We were lazy haha, so after half hour only we went down.
Then when I opened the car door, suddenly I heard a ' BoooOOoO' and some candle lights.

Ok, I knew there was something going on.
Here comes the 'marching band'!
So so so embarassed as I was just dressed in my pyjamas -_-
Well, luckily my pyjamas is a pretty set haha!!

So, I blew candles and wished my wish in front of my house dressed in pyjamas for my 20th birthday. LOL!!

Thanks everyone for d effort, Biao, Jia and Hakkai. Muacksss.....

So after that, we decided to go shoot some zombies.
Ok, definitely not a great idea for my birthday, but oh well.. just a get together for everyone..

Then, as we reach Invasion, Seow Hooi called so we ended up yam-chaing reminiscing the old times of high school life=)

That was about it for 15/12..

2008-12-14T23:49:00.003+08:00

说好的幸福呢?

无言..这次,真的不知道如何形容我的心情...
我们的承诺呢?

你答应过我什么?

为什么再次发生?
为什么再次让我心割下一道疤痕?

最伤心时,不是流眼泪,不是回想过去..
而是, 绝望..

今年, 我不会有生日快乐..

因为,我这一生最爱的人..

让我心碎了..

2008-12-10T10:56:00.005+08:00

犯贱的人

人的本性就是犯贱。。
当你拥有一切，你就会觉得这一切并不算什么。。
反而，你要拥有一些不属于你的，因为这是所谓的挑战性。。

人，就是那么的不知足。。就是那么的犯贱！！

为什么，有一个情人不够？要有三四个？
为什么，一个男人可以眼睁睁地欺骗一个为他付出和牺牲一切的女人？？
为什么，一个女人可以为他的男人改变一切？放下一切？

爱情真是伟大。。

女人不管男人怎样糟蹋自己。。。
他仍然付出他的真心，希望两个人可以开开心心地在一起。。

女人不管男人对她发脾气。。
不管多难受，她仍然吞下这把火，在旁边守护着这个男人。。
就当它是小孩子，好好安慰他，好好教他。。

女人不管男人的大男人主义。。
两个人在一起，本来就是应该你礼我让。。

有很多事情，在女人的角度看，是男人蛮不讲理。。
但是，有哪一个女人真真的从男人的角度来看呢？
就算真的有，你明白吗？

以前，我时常认为，是他管我，他绑我。。

到最后，我真的觉得我很辛苦。。
我呼吸不到了。。
我想放手。。

可是，他并没有。。
虽然，他的挽留并没说出口，但我知道他的心不想我走。。

到了最后，我终于明白了。。
男人不是想要绑我们，他是要尊严。。

男人很爱面子。。。
有时，为了保住他的面子，就算他有多舍不得你，话都不会说出口。。
要一个男人挽留你，真是不容易。。
他不但要承受被人遗弃，还要低下头求你别离开。。

这个，我本人没尝试过。。
到底应该开心？还是应该伤心？

我相信，发生了的每一件坏事，不是完完全全的坏事。。
从中，反而还让我反省和学了更多。。
让我从中成长。。

我不再想我们之间的缺陷，我只想我们之间的幸福。。
两个人在这地球上相遇并不容易。。
何苦是两个相爱的人？

还记得，初次认识你。。
我很喜欢你，但是我觉得，最多只可以做朋友。。
一向来，我对我自己并没有信心。。

可是，渐渐地，我发觉，原来你对我也有好感。。

那时，我很开心。。
你有空，就会陪我。。
去那里，我们都是一起去。。
到了最后，我们就在一起了。。

可是，在短短时间里，我们不停地吵架。。
我开始对这段爱情失去了信心。。
我不信我们真的可以在一起，因为大家并不适合。。

可是你说，爱情不是一夜之间的承诺。。
爱情是考验，我们只需给大家一些时间去了解和体谅对方。。

今天，我觉得我们真的是做到了。。
虽然不是100%，也有90%吧=）
我知道，对你来讲这改变并不容易。。
谢谢你 ,我知道你尽力了。。
我也知道，你真的是爱我的。。

2008-12-07T17:39:00.002+08:00

Twilight movie

I finally watched it ! On the last day of work, that is Friday 1230am at Pavilion.

Well, I would say I'm so disappointed with the movie. Maybe I had my expectations too high >.<
The book is just so so so so tooo fabulous! Guess my imagination is so great that they could not put it into movie form. Haha!
Maybe I'm also too tired to watch it. My eyes were only half open, and my contact lense is drying my eyes up as well.

The movie was boring, I do not understand the character of Bella in the movie. In the book she seems so friendly and full of sunshine. But, in the movie she is even cooler than Edward -.-"
I don't think anyone would fall in love or even want to be friends with her in the movie. Doesn't make any sense.

Edward is just so gorgeous... I fell in love with him in the book ! Haha, and now... also in reality =P However, I still dislike his weird hairstyle... Perhaps the director thinks that he's too perfect so they want him to carry an ugly hairstyle? I don't know
Overall, it disappoints me...

Peeps you really should read the books!!!!
Don't let the movie influence you and draw you away from the book.
The book is 10000 times better than the movie .

Twilight ( book ) forever ! hehe~

2008-12-03T22:27:00.002+08:00

Wednesday

First day of work - FUN

Get to wear OL look during the Oil and Gas Exhibition at KL Convention Center.
The company is so kind to let us keep all the uniform. That is G2000 blazer and skirt and pants. Too bad that the pants is too small for either of us. ( Me and Abby )

We basically just eat and sit the whole day.
Only giving out flyers during the morning, as there is a limited amount of them.

After 5pm, viola ! Finish working !

Went shopping with them, Gucci LV Prada.
Going crazy, everywhere is on sales! I'm so gonna buy them
Burberry and LV and Gucci ...
However, no nice purses available. Sad. I need one purse!!

Hoping to go Singapore to see the breath-taking lightings and Christmas decoration.
Oh, and of course shopping =)

I'm feeling tired and my back is aching.
Still not used to walking in high heels the whole day. =(
Sighhh

2008-12-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

Tuesday

Just got back from training today. Time passes fast, it's Tuesday already.
And I'm going to be working again tomorrow.
Sometimes people are really funny, they want to fill in their time and be as busy as possible.
But when they get what they want, they yearn for the opposite!
To slack off and just be lazy...

Why can't people be satisfied with what they have now?
Is it good or is it bad?

The good side, you won't yearn for something that doesn't belong to you
The bad side, you don't realise what shit you are into

Controversial yet sarcastic...

The motivation for me to keep working? Well I don't know, is it the money?
Yeah I guess it is, although I hardly use them. I just hope seeing the numbers in my bank account keep rising and rising haha!

OH ! I just remember a fact that yes I'm using them pretty fast actually.
Just not in cash form, but emptying my bank account via online transferring.
So much for online shopping...

I'm really really desperate to watch the Twilight movie.
Being such a huge fan of Twilight, I haven't got the chance to catch the blockbuster yet.
All thanks to long hours working and me not feeling well...
I want to be in a great mood and watch Twilight happily.
Yesterday I felt sick and nausea, so cancelled the plan to watch Twilight. How sad...

Since I will be working 8 - 5 for the following days, guess Twilight would have to wait till the weekends then .. Sigh

But it's worth the wait, my baby dear said he will bring me to watch gold class weee ~
Too bad, Twilight isn't released on 12th December. If not I can watch gold class on my birthday then !

Oh wait, maybe I'm just going to watch it tomorrow =)
Got free tics! Pray hard that its entitled for TWILIGHT!

Lil update, this is the 2nd day I've used MIOR soap ( so called - miracle soap )
Personal review : I would say it really tightens the pores, and even out my skin tone.
Overall, after 2 days of usage, my complexion has improved, becoming even radiant. Wohoo !
And the wonderful thing is, when i woke up in the morning, my face isn't oily. It usually IS no matter what kind of skin care i use..

BUT! The downside is its kinda drying, so I often still apply moisturiser after using MIOR

Helluva small piece soap costs me rm19 -.-

But if it can save my face why not ?

I want baby smooth face~!!
T-T
I don't want you oily face!

2008-12-01T11:47:00.001+08:00

Welcome to my partially new blog layout =)

First time trying out a white background. Usually i'm into black
Somehow, having this change makes me feel more relieved and open..
I don't know why lol, maybe black really brings grief and sorrow?

Well well well, a wonderful weekends has passed by..
Not that wonderful for me though, I've been working for a roadshow for 10 - 10 from thu - sun ... Gosh, it's really killing me...
Relieved that today I don't have to promote Maxis anymore !

But but... I still have to go to Sunway later for fitting session, gonna work for pc fair again.. Thanks a lot to my dear friend who offered me the job. Should be easy pesy one hehe ^^

My birthday is just around the corner !
Can't believe it's coming so soon...
365 days really pass very fast, yet so many things happen.
It's just like the blink of an eye, that my birthday is here again.
I wonder what surprises are in for me =P

My birthday bash would be at dec 19 friday
Venue yet to be decided...

So peeps, pls pls pls make yourself free on that date !!

Thankss...

Muackksssss

2008-11-26T16:11:00.005+08:00

November 26

Happy birthday Jesslyn babe =)

Holidays have started. Guess what I've been doing?

Shopping, shopping and more shopping...
Gosh I just can't stop staring at the monitor and clicking away through forums to scout for things to shop -_-"
I wonder why girls love to spend their money away just by shopping.. Weird...

Recently, I'm searching for skin care and masks for to save my face!
Desperately need a first aid kit for my face.. *Sigh*

It's getting worse day by day, Vichy doesn't work for me...
I wonder what works for me T-T *sad*

If anyone knows anything that can works wonders for my face, pls let me know !
Seriously appreciate it very much !

I ordered the so-called miracle soap - Mior
Guess it would reach me by Thursday, let's see if this soap can miraculously save my face.

Ordered a handful of Taiwan products too ! I wonder why they are so cheap since they have such good feedbacks on the results. Do they really use cheap ingredients or what? It's scary just to think of that. But, oh-well, girls are willing to die to be pretty ! HAHA!

Body whitening lotion RM 30
Claimed to be able to whiten your body in 28 days time. Provide long lasting fairness
Comes in 4 scents. ( That's what attracted me to buy in the first place -_-, I'm totally into perfumes and aromas, anything that has a nice scent in it I would just grab em ! Grr

Shiseido black mask RM 2 per pack
I doubt its by Shiseido as it's so cheap.. Hmm, well as long as it works I don't really care if its original or not. Just look at the picture! All the whiteheads and blackheads! I would be really hyped if I can pull out results like that. Really worth my money. Can't wait for the stocks to arrive!!

Invisible stocking cream RM 28
Recommended by Ling Zhi Ling, its claimed to cover scars and lightens ur legs~
Even provides slimming effect, or illusion to others haha~
As my legs are covered with scars and its unattractively dark, I thought I should try this product. Who knows there might be a miracle wohoo !

Latest mask from Taiwan RM 33
Unique formula, it turns from gel to water and water to lil beads or some kind.
I ordered the rose one, ( It's the scent thing that actually caught me again, and the pink packaging with the ribbon )
This one claims to reduce acne and acne marks, in the mean time balancing oil and water and providing hydration for your face! How I hope my face could just drink up all the water so it would appear moist and dewy all day long ! Rather than dull and oily like now T-T

God save my face !

I'm also pretty upset cause I'm going to miss GUESS and ROXY warehouse sales this weekend !
GUESS warehouse sales would be on Sat and Sun at Park Royal hotel ( opposite of Sg Wang )
ROXY would be at all outlets at certain dates this weekend, you need a ROXY member card to be able to join the sales. =)

Good luck and happy shoppping to all !

Sad for me, I'm gonna work my weekends off!

But,
look on the bright side !

MONEY !
haha

2008-11-25T10:52:00.000+08:00

放手，是不是一个选择？

无法呼吸。。
却无法松开。。

2008-11-19T13:36:00.009+08:00

My birthday is coming ~
So is christmas !

What a joyous season ... wohooo~

I'm gonna put up my wishlist here, so that you don't have to hurt your brain thinking what to get me ...

Thank you, thank you, your far too kind..

I know, I'm so kind right?

HAHAHA !!

*ahermmm*

Top of the list :

Pink Sony VAIO

LV Azur Berkeley

Gucci purse

Perfumes!
Anything that is light and sweet, and the bottle is super nice !!

Anna sui night of fancy

Jill Stuart

Magic of Love

Angel heart Christmas edition

Love and peace

Vera Wang Princess

2008-11-19T13:20:00.003+08:00

一起经历了那么多波折，我们仍然紧握着手。。

虽然，那次我放手了。。
但是谢谢你，坚持没把我的手放开。。

我知道，你口硬心软，并没说出你不舍得我走。。
更没叫我留下来。。
可是，你的一举一动让我知道了，你根本没打算要离开我。。

很开心的是，那天我们总把我们所有的心事都说出来了。。
让对方给了解对方。。

有些事，真的放在心里没有人会知道。。

爱情，少了沟通是不能的。。

到了今天，真的很开心，也很吃惊，你为我改了真的很多。。
我很开心，你懂得哄我了。。
我很开心，你终于知道如何迁就我了。。
我很开心，你终于知道我很喜欢你在我身边陪我。。
我很开心，你会考虑我的感受了。。

希望，我们真的能开开心心在一起。。

虽然，有些事情，还在我脑海里忘不了。。
有些伤痕，还深刻在我心里无法恢复。。

但是，我会尽量不去想它。。

因为，真的不想让我不开心的东西。。
破坏这个感情。。

也不想，当你辛苦尝试地去改变自己时。。
无缘无故发脾气，让你更加辛苦。。

因为，这种感觉我都是过了。。

真的不好受。。

2008-11-14T19:37:00.003+08:00

可能，这一切都是一个错误。。
从一开始到现在，我们根本不应该开始。。
是我的执著，是我认为我做得到。。
我坚持，要给大家一个机会。。
虽然从一开始，我已经知道我们根本就是不可能的。。

你，就像狮子王。。什么都要其他人迁就你。。
而我，就像小公主。。
天生喜欢撒娇，给人疼，发小姐脾气，就像小孩子一样。。
我知道，你根本不能接受我。。
唯一的办法，是由我去迁就你。。

我以为，只要我改。。我们就可以很快乐。。

到了最后，我终于醒过来了。。
问题不在于我改不改，我乖不乖。。
而是，你根本已经不再珍惜我了。。
不珍惜我所谓你做的一切。。
不珍惜我为你付出的一切。。
不珍惜我为你改变的一切。。
不珍惜我对你的爱。。

你说，你也有试着迁就我。。
可是你并不知道，你的话，带给我多大的伤害。。
你，不再让我觉得你爱我。。
也不再让我觉得，你需要我。。

我一次又一次的为你改变，以为是我做得不够
可是，你却一次又一次的推我下悬崖
让我伤痕累累地慢慢爬起来。。

我一心一意要我们好，我忍。。
可是，你却在另一边火上添油。。
为了小事情乱发脾气，讲了很多很多伤害我的话。。

我试着去忍，可是这一次我再也忍不下去了。。

我发觉，我的爱，已变成了廉价物品。
我的对不起，已经变成没有价值了。。

所有认识我的人，都很了解我是一个怎样的人。。

向男友说对不起，我从来是不会做。。
虽然是我错，但我仍然要人家向我道歉！

为了你，我什么都可以做。。
但是这次，就是我最后一次为你做的事情了。。
是我，最后一次的忍耐。。

我，从现在开始，要带回我的皇冠。。
做回我的小公主。。

如果，我们真的是有缘在一起。。
那么，希望有一天，你会变成我的白马王子。。

祝福你。。

2008-11-13T13:34:00.004+08:00

或许，我的选择是错误的。。
离开你，我根本做不到。。
不想你，我头脑全都是你。。

可是，我真的累了。。
我真的受伤了。。

我也不知道，我如何找力气再继续爱你。。

能選擇要不要喜歡上一個人或愛上一個人嗎？喜歡上了，愛上了，就是了。
这是我无法改变的，我爱你，我骗不了我自己。。
我知道我不能放手，可是我硬要去做。。

因为我知道，你从没珍惜过我。。
如果这次，可以让你珍惜我。。一切都会是值得。。
如果这次，失败了。。我也不能怨谁。。
我已经尽力了。。
或许，我们真的不适合吧

但是，你在我心里的位置。。
从来都没改变过，我依然那么爱着你。。

2008-11-13T00:56:00.001+08:00

爱一人

如果你不爱一个人,

请放手.

好让别人有机会爱她.

如果你爱的人放弃了你,

请放开自己,

好让自己有机会爱别人.

有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的,

有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的.

人生中有许多种 .

但别让自己为一种伤害.

有些缘分是注定要失去的,

有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,

爱一个人不一定要拥有,

但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她.

男人哭了是因为他真的爱了.

女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了.

如果真诚是一种伤害,

我选择谎言;

如果谎言一种伤害,

我选择沉默;

如果沉默是一种伤害,

我选择离开.

如果失去是苦，

你怕不怕付出 ,

如果迷乱是苦，

你会不会选择结束,

如果追求是苦，

你会不会选择执迷不悟 ,

如果分离是苦，

你要向谁倾诉,

好多事情都是后来才看清楚,

好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦!!!!

***爱&缘分***

１.她無聊時陪她〃

２.她難過時安慰她〃

３.男生要主動點〃

４.多約女友出去〃

５.不能讓女友主動約〃

６.讓她每天都開心愉快〃

７.要好好對待女友〃

８.順從女友的意〃

９.不要讓她傷心難過〃

１０.當她被欺負要立刻去保護她〃

１１.不要隱瞞女友事情〃

１２.不能背叛女友〃

2008-11-12T17:27:00.005+08:00

我累了。。说好的幸福呢？

你说我没理会过你的感受。。
那么，让你随意发脾气,随意骂的人。。算是理会你的感受吗？
这个人，就算你喊他，骂他，赶他走，他都依然留在你身边安慰你，逗你笑

有那么一个人,曾经是非喝不可,非下club不可..
但是,如今,这个人已经变了,乖巧的听你的话..

你说,你不喜欢我跟男子联络..
我都没有了...
我让你查,我的电话,我的电脑,我的一切...
去那里,我们都一起去...
个个朋友我都像你介绍
不想你担心我..

你说,我们在一起,你就会好好对我
你说,我带你回家,你就会好好对我
你说,我乖乖听你的,你就会好好对我
我们都会很开心..
我全部都做了,我的幸福呢?

我一个人流泪,不想让你看见..
因为,我知道你不喜欢我这软弱的一面..
其实我很想有一个人,可以让我抱着哭..

我一个人伤心,不想让你知道
因为,我知道你不会安慰我...
我不想再让我只己更伤心..

我是这么一个女孩,
我,不喜欢被人约束..
我,不喜欢被人骂,被人喊.,
我,不喜欢我的男人觉得电脑比我更有吸引力
我,不喜欢我的男人不信任我
我,不喜欢说对不起,就算是我的错..

但,我发觉,我的对不起,已变成了廉价物品..

我很喜欢我在他心目中是第一位!
我很喜欢他当我是女皇,什么都听完我的!哈哈!
我很喜欢像小孩子一样,给人疼爱
我很喜欢,当他一回来就要抱抱我!
我很喜欢喋我的男人
我很喜欢我的男人保护我,不让我受任何伤害
我很喜欢,当我哭的时候,他会很紧张地问我:"怎么了宝贝?"
我很喜欢,他一直抱着我,怕我会一下会走掉..

我其实很简单..
我只需要一个,很爱很爱很爱很爱我的男人!
只要我开心和幸福,他就会开心...

不是一个,要我什么都听完他的..
才会觉得我们是开心的...

我不想再想,为什么会这样..
我不想再想,我们可以几久..
我不想再想,我到底是为了什么?
我不想再想,你会珍惜我吗?

我只是知道,你是我那么多以来,最爱的男人...
我只是知道,我已经给了你我的全部,甚至变成了我都不认识的一个人..
我只是知道,我为了你,可以放弃一切..

很可惜..
陪你走到最后的人,

不是我..

我对你的爱,是盲目的..
但我失败了..
我无法让你看见我的爱..

对不起谢谢...

我真的宁愿这样..
就算不再和你在一起,我还是这样爱着你..
至少,我可以安慰自己说 :
这都是因为,你已不再我身旁了...

2008-11-09T14:17:00.002+08:00

Started my first online business!
Selling puppies ~ HEHE

Here;s my link
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/839009/+20
Please support me... many thanks !
Muacks muackss

I started feeling something, the feeling of selfishness.
I'm tired that everything revolves around somebody else, and not myself
Why does my laughter and tears flow for others, and not myself ?
Why does where I go and what I do, depends on others, and not myself ?

And why does this person, can don't even care about me ?

Hahhh ! -__-

I don't want to think.

I just want to earn money and buy myself a LV Azur Berkeley !

2008-11-05T17:42:00.001+08:00

My Princess is back !
Picked her back home yesterday evening. Bought a brand new cage for her.
The total medical fees cost rm400 ! But I think its okay since its like a process of Resurrection of her. Rm 400 is inclusive of a week's medicine and food supply too.

Hope that she can recover fast and walk well.

I'm looking forward to get a new puppy ^^
Maybe a schaunzer, husky, or a silky terrier.

hehe~

Happy happy !

2008-11-03T20:14:00.002+08:00

Day 5 :
This morning visited Princess at 830am. She is eager and happy to see us.
Seen some improvement as she can now move her legs and tail.
She can even lick her food now. According to the vet, she can only consume food when they drip it slowly into her mouth. But this morning she licked it all up happily from the tube. She isn't able to eat from the plate yet as she still cant coordinate her body well =(

We're still happy to see her improvement.
Even its sad to see her in such a state where she can't even stand up or move nicely.

Going to drop by to visit her at 10pm later tonight.
Hope she's recovering well.

A simple thought from me :

Should people be selfish?
live.laugh.love
life is too short to worry about stupid shit.

Why should we waste time on people who isn't even willing to spend time with us ?
Who don't make us feel wanted
Who don't make us feel special
Who don't make us feel ...

We are important ...

2008-11-01T17:27:00.002+08:00

Day 3 :

This morning Princess woke up.
Went to visit her at 1pm in d afternoon. She can only move her head and blink her eyes.
Her tongue is dry, she cant lick yet.
The vet says she can swallow her food, but at a very slow rate.
So they have to use a tube to provide liquid food straight into her stomach.
Glucose is added to her drips today, hope she gains back her energy fast.
It's sad to see her in a state like this, wondering if she is in pain.
She seems glad to see us, although she can't move or bark. She blinks her eyes more oftenly when we talk to her.

The vet says there will be another round of blood test on Tuesday to see her liver progress.
I'm happy that she's awake, but worried as well if she will survive.

Princess, we hope you know that we love you very much and we hope you to come back home.
Please be strong and fight your sickness.

We're going to the vet again at 630pm later, along with her favourite toys to keep her company through out her stay.

2008-10-31T15:27:00.002+08:00

Princess, please wake up, please come back home
We miss you so much ...

I can't imagine a life without my dog.
I cried the whole morning after visiting her in the clinic
She's unconscious from all the medicines to calm her down from her seizure attack

How could something like that happen so suddenly?
A while she was happy and jumping around the morning i opened the door for her
During noon, my mom had to rush her to the vet cause she cant even walk properly

I'm so sad , can't stop crying...
The doctor say it can't be cured, we're just hoping for her attacks to stop coming.
She will probably suffer from brain damage..
Worse comes to worse, if her attacks still persists after she wakes up
She will die

Every morning I wake up, I cant see my dog waiting for me downstairs anymore
Everytime I come home, I cant see her waiting for me behind the grills anymore
Nor can I see her jumping at the gate and licking my feet ..

No more princess coming to squeeze to sleep together with me
No more princess whining and scratching the door for me to let her in when the thunder and rain comes
No more princess wanting to jump into my car to go for a ride

Please just come home princess

2008-10-28T15:07:00.002+08:00

life is unpredictable

live life to the fullest

the higher your expectations, the greater the disappointment

i am happy =)
i will be !

2008-10-25T23:55:00.000+08:00

~|||我想要有一個人|||~

我想要有一個人會仔細的聽我講的每一句話那怕是極無聊的小事...

我想要有一個人可以逗我開心讓我笑的...

我想要有一個人可以讓我瘋狂耍任性的...

我想要有一個人凡事都會第一個先想到我的...

我想要有一個人偶爾要覺得我比他的朋友及工作都還重要的...

我想要有一個人心甘情願當我的出氣筒的...

我想要有一個人在吵架時就算知道是我不對還是會先低頭跟我認錯的...

我想要有一個人在我需要他時可以立刻出現在我面前...

我想要有一個人在我很脆弱時願意默默的陪在我身邊卻不會逼問我發生什麼事...

我想要有一個人可以忍受我的怪脾氣不會輕易被我嚇跑還是會覺得我很可愛的... :)

我想要有一個人就算是我不對還是願意替我擦眼淚...

我想要有一個人可以包容我不會被我的熱情指數所影響的...

我想要有一個人愛我要比愛他自己多一點的...

我想要有一個人在我難過的時候肩膀可以讓我靠的...

我想要有一個人可以讓我把堅強的那一面卸下的...

我想要有一個人可以讓我願意不顧一切付出的...

我想要有一個人可以讓我毫不猶豫的向他走過去的...

我想要有一個人再怎麼生我的氣都還是會忍下來不會對我發脾氣的...

我想要有一個人知道如何讓我把心裡的話都說出來...

我想要有一個人就算我沒說他也知道我在想什麼的...

我想要有一個人在我生病的时候给我拍背，让我觉得安心，让我安稳的入睡...

我想要有一個人在我说我的手酸的时候帮我按摩，温柔的问我：“还会很酸吗？”

我想要有一個人在我想吃麦当劳的时候立刻买给我...

我想要有一個人在我对他撒娇的时候会立刻对我露出笑容...

我想要有一個人會讓我每天都感到很幸福的...

this is just my dream

2008-10-15T21:32:00.001+08:00

life's cool
though flooded with assignments

god. im bored
even i have a presentation n 2 essays to hand in tomorrow
guess my brain is stuffed with too many things that it's lazy to spin anymore

i truly believe in horoscope
and this is so true !

SAGITTARIUS -
The Happy-Go-Lucky One
Good-natured optimist. Doesn't want to grow up (Peter Pan Syndrome). Indulges self. Boastful. Likes luxuries and gambling. Social and outgoing. Doesn't like responsibilities. Often fantasizes. Impatient. Fun to be around. Having lots of friends. Flirtatious. Doesn't like rules. Sometimes hypocritical. Dislikes being confined - tight spaces or even tight clothes.

2008-10-12T15:32:00.000+08:00

射手座终极分析

乐观与忧愁：射手座人的内心不是外表看上去那么乐观的，因为喜欢看的远，容易担忧的事情也就多，在他们的字典里，即使现在好，也不一定代表未来好，有时候很多人觉得很好的一个工作或一个伴侣，他们很轻易的就会放弃掉，可能只是因为一个毫不起眼的小原因。所以，这样的外在表现，就让人们觉得他们不喜欢被某件事情或某个人束缚住，追求自由的，没有压力的感觉。

现实：常说射手座是追求梦想的人，但往往忽略了他们现实的一面，算计起来不会比处女座差哦，只是更高明更隐藏罢了。射手座人的梦想是必须建立在现实的基础上的，一般他们很少谈及自己的梦想，而是实际的去做一些向梦想靠拢的事情。如果可以借巧力完成的事情，决不会多花一点工夫。所以有时候射手座也容易给人耍小聪明的感觉。可是，不得不承认他们完成的还满不错。也许终其一生，他们都在考虑怎么巧妙的做一些事情，花最少的精力去达到最好的效果。所以，很多射手座看上去让人们会觉得很懒，但是其实他们的大脑可没有停下过思考现实的事情。

拒绝低俗：几乎所有的射手座内心都是骄傲的，其程度绝不亚于狮子座。只不过他们不会显现在脸上，外在的表现总是随和的，恰当的。可是内在有着极强的自尊心，敏感也情绪化。因为射手座人心中是骄傲的，所以他们拒绝低俗，不喜欢任何俗气的、粗鲁的事或人。如果可以，他们希望一切有关的事物，都是优雅的、高尚的，值得品味的。而真正能让他们觉得值得交朋友或谈恋爱的人是很少的，虽然表面上他们是很随和的。

多情：很多人说射手座多情，尤其是男性。其实在射手座人的心目中，对于爱情确实有理想化的倾向，和他们谈恋爱，是一件高难度的事情。他们非常讨厌俗气的人，所以你不能很物质或喜欢谈钱，但是他们又很现实，所以你不能一文不名，各方面也必须有一定的实力。物质与精神，你必须平衡的刚刚好，才让他们觉得你值得去爱。或者，你有足够的神秘感，可以让他们不知道你的缺点在哪里，而盲目的爱你。一般，当然是没有完美无缺的人的，所以，可能象金牛座这样永远会让射手感觉捉摸不透的闷闷的人，会非常吸引他们；或者象双子那样，足够机智，懂得察言观色，捕捉他们的情绪，才会让他们感觉到爱情的甜蜜。一般射手的感情模式是，第一阶段，你们还不熟悉，他（她）爱上了你，非常热情。第二阶段，你们逐渐熟悉，而他（她）开始龟毛，整天挑剔你的毛病，无论是背地里还是当面。如果你有幸通过他（她）的挑剔过程，基本挑剔出的毛病为零或者你把缺点保密的非常好；那么进入第三阶段，他们就又是忠诚和热情的爱人了。但是基本能通过第二阶段的人非常少，所以有了射手多情一说。其实射手对恋人的挑剔，是源于对爱情的挑剔，对丧失自由感的恐惧。

射手座人的人生，往往是幸运的，因为他们是聪慧的、明朗的、通透的。与众不同，也许是他们终生追求的梦想，希望每一个射手人，可以找到他们的梦想！

　　人人都说射手座是感情的骗子，对爱情不尊重，只追求片刻的快感，是花心与冲满欲望的象征。朋友们…你们了解射手座最真实的一面吗？
射手座是大孩子，天真与善良，遇到爱情时，可能让人感觉不认真，付出的比谁都少。可是，知道吗？射手座很想爱，却也很怕爱！刚开始他们只是慢慢的付出，谨慎的爱，好怕自己会受伤。可是在一句一句的爱，一天一天的相处下，射手座把带刺的防备丢掉，开始不顾一切的去爱他们所爱的人，在别人眼中，只是射手座为了达到某种目的而作的行动。可射手座不介意，他会在自己幸福的想象中陶醉，希望对方能感受自己的爱，想对方觉得与自己一齐是幸福的。
在射手座爱上了一个人，他会把自己放到最后。有苦自己承担，可能会因为吵了一场小架而不开心，却也是最快认错，无论谁的错，他们都会包容，知道吗？射手座会因为深爱一个人而原谅他的背叛，会因为你的一句话付出很多。他们爱玩，在玩的同时，也希望把那一份好心情带给你，射手座是乐观的。
　人们总觉得射手座的世界很快乐，可是呢？射手座难过时没有人知道，他不想让别人可怜自己，射手座不坚强，可是很善良。在你难过时哄你开心，让你有依靠，分手后，他会哭者去想属于你们

2008-10-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

I survived~
zombie mode

slept like few hours each day only, rushing assignments of every subject
God, this will be such a hectic month... With at least one assignment to submit each week
And it stands about 40% of the total marks... shoot!
I wonder why am I not blessed with good language and vocabulary...

For those who are still studying, don't neglect your english !
If not, you will regret...
like mua now ...

Dota came out with 6.55 map already.. with loads of changes ...
I so want to relax...
Reminiscing my freelance days..
Weekdays are sleeping days ~
Weekends are working days ~
How nice .. How peaceful ..

But now ?!

Life in hell has just begun ..

Aleluyah,
pray that I will be alive after 3 yrs...

Alhamdullilah

2008-10-05T19:39:00.002+08:00

Great ~ Just great !

I hate Sunday !
Because tomorrow will be school reopen and I have loads of assignments to hand in
Without completing a single one till now

I'm totally doomed ~
I need to hand in a 1200 words critique which I have totally no idea what to write about tomorrow
A powerpoint presentation which need to be nicely done and presented on Tuesday about handphone. Sth regarding ethics communication and society BLA !

BLA ~ CRAP !

I hate assignments !

How I wish to work freelance again ~ The money , the freedom
Sleeping all day and shopping during weekdays
Working during weekends.
And earn money to spend !
Godlike heaven ...

but now?

K
M
A

2008-10-02T14:35:00.003+08:00

Yo I'm back from Penang... for quite a while
haha! I'm just lazy to update my blog
A series of unfortunate events happened when we were on our way to Penang

First, it was raining heavily all the way from KL to Selama, Perak ( my dear's hometown )
Second, our tire pancet halfway through... But luckily it was at a rest area !
Third, we had to wait for 1 hour for plus officials to rescue us T.T

Ok, my dear's hometown is really a kampung. I'm actually quite unfamiliar with it, and cant get used to it. What we do there is just ride motor here and there to greet relatives and friend. Some live in wooden houses, some in better ones with mosaic and cemented porch.

This is my dear's new house

Then, we had a game of basketball with a couple of kids. And there I was just hoping around the court and laying on the bench watching the beautiful sunset and cows. How serene it is in a small village. No shopping complex, no traffic, no pollution, everything is just so peaceful. I lay there throughout their match, thinking hard of what my life would be. How silly! haha! I really wonder how these ppl could survive here. I would die of boredom in just one week. However, I kinda miss it there now. I hope I can go ride motor with my hubby here and there and watch the sunset and cows. =( It would just be you and me !

Sunset !

My noob dear playing basketball in the tiny basketball court

After spending 2 days there, we headed to Penang. Where we met Ghost, my dear's bro and Pyng for lunch. After that we went Queensbay to kai kai. Nothing much to shop there, not much of a crowd that makes it even more boring. Later on we headed to eat eat eat at new worlds park and went on to visit a pet shop nearby. Then, we met up with Maggie for dinner and went to sing k later on.

Next day, we went to Ghost's apartment and it was hell of a view there. He lives in Sri Pangkor, and there's a nice sea view just from his balcony. And he told us the condos nearby his house are like 1million plus. Holy shit ! How can people be so rich these days. But I would be really satisfied living just in his condo, just right. Not too big not too small.

Me and dear at Ghost's house. nice view rite?

We had our 2nd month anniversary there, there was no celebration or surprises - typical dear. But we got a pair of Titus watch on the last day of our Penang trip. I love my Titus very much, I saw it at an advertisement at Times Square but didn't cross my mind that i would buy one. Haha, now I finally got it. Thanks a lot dear, Muacksss. Hope we will always be happy happy together.

Our Titus

Love dear muackss

2008-09-21T13:01:00.002+08:00

Today is a Sunday!
Well, usually I just totally hate Sunday because you have to go to school on Monday
Monday Bluess~

But but ! Today I'm just hyped over my Penang road trip tonight!
And the idea of departing late at night is just thrilling.
One of the reasons I hate road trips is cause of the burning sun~ That just sucks.
Imagine your in the middle of the highway with the air conditioner turned on high YET you feel the scorching sun burning on your skin ! Awful !

I'm so excited over my Penang trip. I love Penang! Even I go there every year, the food is just superb. I can eat non stop at Penang, 6 meals per day. Hoho, guess I will gain like 1-2kg when I'm back from the trip.

Next stop, Malacca. I think Malacca has plenty of good foods to offer too. But too bad, I don't have a guide at Malacca. The last time I went there was like last year, and I got pretty lost in the town. -.-" Yup, I think I spent like half an hour just to figure out how to go to this place.
Guess I will just have to wait for Carol's good news after her Malacca road trip today. Haha!

Best part of holiday = Travel !
It's just so awesome ~

Oh ya, did I mention I got a new desktop
That's why I'm blogging so frequently, it's the fancy interface of Vista that got me glued to the monitor the whole day. And the wide screen LCD. Haha~ Guess I'm just too outdated, keke.

And I'm kinda worried too cause I can't find my bf's mp3 anywhere around
Yikes! Pls pray to God that it will appear soon. Aleluyah !

Till then,

XOXO

2008-09-20T22:12:00.003+08:00

Have you ever wondered, what's the lifestyle of the rich and famous
Not Britney Spears or Lindsay Lohan, those are just outrageous
But something like Paris Hilton or Nicole Ritchie

Society girls !

They are the ones who do nothing but get famous
Why?
Their legacy ...
When you are rich, initially you get pretty
Cause you just invest all your money to be pretty~ Simple as that
When your pretty, and your some daughter of a famous enterprise like Hilton and Trump you get into the limelight
You get into parties, catwalks, and you even start to design your own handbags, clothing line, perfumes and make ups.

Just look at Paris Hilton, she got her own perfume and now she got her own handbags !
So much for being rich and famous

Anyhow, deep in my hear I dreamt of being a society girl.
It's just so cool, travelling in a limo. Drinking champagne with your friends
And your on the guest list to every prestigous club in town !
How greater could that be?
Wearing only designer clothes and bags...
Oh, and not forgetting all the gossips and bitchiness going on backstage.
What's more interesting than catfights and gossips in the world of elites?

Well, guess I'm thinking too much just cause I'm addicted to gossip girl
HAHA!
Gotcha! =P

2008-09-18T19:52:00.002+08:00

holy crap !
I pierced my cartilage the other day
and now ! It has a serious infection and even caused my lymph node to swell !!

I ignored the pain the first day, thinking it was no big deal
Okay, the second day, I began to feel theres a lil ball on my neck below my ear and it hurts!
The pain became more and more unbearable
3rd day = Yesterday, I touched my neck and I felt there's 3 lumps already !
I totally freaked out, the pain was so unbearable that I couldn't even sleep ~
I seldom take painkillers, but it was so excruiating that I can't stand and swallowed ponstan.
It worked after half an hour, but for 2 hours only. And then the fucking pain is back again.
Arghhhh~ I cant stand it, I cant sleep for the whole night
And there was no electricity in my house !

So my dear was forced to sleep in the next room
I can't sleep for the whole night, i can't bear the pain
My ear feels so hot and I can even feel the swollen thing !
And the hot blood flowing through the infected ares, and the swollen lymph node...
Sighh...

The electricity came back around 5am and I ate another ponstan
I on the air con and asked my dear to come sleep with me ...
Around 645am I was able to sleep soundly
I feel safe with my dear, hugging him...

Actually I was suppose to go to c the doctor on 8am because my dear need to work
But I slept so soundly that he did not want to wake me up
In the end I only manage to wake up at 10 sth

The clinic was packed today I dunno y
When it was my turn, I was so freaked out
The doctor say my piercing must be taken out
God ! I cant even take it out myself ! I can't grab the earring at all cause my ear is so swollen

So, the doctor took his tools and begin to pull my earring out
He even gave me a wink when he's holding his tools..
I was like OMFG !
First attempt = fail
Second attempt = Success!!
Once he pulled it out, I was in pain until I was speechles!!
I couldn't scream, I couldn't talk ! I just feel the damn pain ~

God, thanks to piercing I have to suffer from this fucking pain
It's still damn pain until now ! Ponstan ur my life saver~

Special thanks to my dear who was late to work just to accompany me to see the doctor
And he always console me when I complained about the pain

Thanks dear ~ Muacksss =)

2008-09-14T21:58:00.004+08:00

Im freakishingly addicted to the Twilight series
I've finished 3 books in 3 days ! God, it just pulls u into the world of vampires, humans and werewolves
I cant take my eyes off it! And I miss Edward every seconddd!!
God I'm really crazy about it

Today, I've been watching the trailer over and over again.
He's just so damn handsome!
Well, not as handsome as in my imagination when I was reading
But he's still okay! And Bella, yeah she's pretty nicee too~

I can't wait for the movie to be released

hope it's not a great disappointment like Harry Potter's and Lemony Snicket's one.

Guys you should really grab a copy of the Twilight series
It's the best book I ever read ever !

This is the trailer for my Twilight movie

And the ever so vampiry handsome Edward!

Yeah, I'm going nuts over this book

2008-09-12T00:08:00.002+08:00

Today is a Thursday ! And I'm superbly happy with a Thursday today. Know why? It's cos I don't have any assignment or presentation or fucking Malaysian Studies exam stress anymoree! Yeah, it's just for the weekend and I will all stressed up after the holidays again. Holidays will start on the 17th, a Thursday again =P I'm beginning to love Thursdayss. First, we have miss Natasha's class. I totally lurve her ~

She handed us 2 copies of her articles when she was our age. Boy was I amazed, her writing is good as hell ! I wish I was like her, well even half of her writing skills is good enough for me...

Looking forward to my penang trip. Wahaha, even I go there every year, I still miss the food and everything there. Besides the heat -.-" and shopping and beach... and a brand new white camry ! waahahahaha... XD And meet my dear's family too !

ok off to watch movie...

XD

2008-09-08T21:29:00.004+08:00

My pity little blog
it's been sooo long since i've never updated here

hahaha! Well actually i've got another blog, more to a diary for me to rant bout all my stuff

i don't really like people to know what i'm thinking and scolding when i'm really upset and angry !
It's just not right ...

okay some updates bout my personal life

After nearly a year of working and slacking, I'm finally back-to-school !!

Ta Daa ~ Surprise?

Yeah yeah, I'm studyin at Taylors PJ now. BA in communication in media management
fuyooohh~ sounds pro right?

Frankly, before I joined this course, I thought mass com was really an easy subject compared to the boring and complicated science.

But, these few torturing and excruciating weeks proved me wrong !!

Assignments, presenations and deadlines is a helluva pain in the ass !

I've experienced stress so serious for the first time in my life...
Now I know why people say they are stressed, I thought it was just some kinda excuse .. HAHA !

Overall, people in communication course and science are really different ~
Well I would say over here it's more interesting and always chaotic -_-"
For science, the exam grades is like the core life of everyone ! And I'm really sick of that, people get really selfish when it comes to studies and exams.

I still find it hard to fit in this course... but I will try =)
Sometimes, being pressured by all the assignments I really feel like digging a hole to bury myself...
I even regret and whine about why I don't just continue studyin food science and be a dietician instead ?

People look up at professionals, they don't look up at PRs..
Even what PR do is really crucial and vital to the society today
People just don't look as PR that way, well u kno they think PRs are just PRs !
*rolleyes*

My life has been going on pretty well now

I'm planning to move to subang to stay with my dear together
But i doubt that my parents will let that
Anyway, if it was really going to happen, it would be next february after my long long long holidays. *clapclap*

It's 938pm now, my 1030pm is coming ! That's the time my dear hubby will be back from work =) I miss him so much ! How pathetically in love am I... ewwww ~ But well, I still love my baby ! muahahaha! He's been really sweet to me and I really appreciate that =) I love u dear ! Thanks for being with me everyday and everytime I need you. ( Not really everytime, but everytime when u can make it )

There's a long awaited holiday coming up next 2 weeks, I'm going to penang with my dear ~ YAY! Foooodd, Beachhhh, Shoppingg! PARADISE ~
I visit penang every year, yet I never get bored of it !
Okay, besides the freaking heat, I just miss everything about Penang !!
And we're planning to go Singapore or somewhere on December
Hong Kong next July or May

I really feel so lucky having you in my life =)

muackssss

Me & My dear at Phuket ~

Phuket~ Inside the cave =P
Phuket, on the cruise to Phi Phi island

Me n my dear dear at Bkt Tinggi eating ice cream haha

Me n my hubby at Genting

This is our big family ~~ So kawaii ler =P Everything frm my dear <3

Awww, this is so sweet... I love it vr much =)

Photoframe designed by me ! hehe

Tadaaaaa~ My super handsome chubby si dua bui so o gui lao gong ... pheww~ XD

2008-08-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

i wonder if all of this that happened to me was a dream?
half the time you make me feel the sweetest.
half of it you make me wanna scream my lungs out and ask why do u treat me such a way?

and now, i wonder if all of these was ever true
was our love ever true?

all these time, im already used to living alone.
no more rules. just total freedom.

after being together with u , u got me back into a life i never thought i'd return to in such a short time.
u got me used to being with u .

and now, i have to get use to being all alone again .

its ok .

i fall. i cry. i stand
i will learn from my mistakes

after all of this is gone, you will just erase me from ur memory and move on.
it's just that easy for u , but not for me.

was ur love ever true ?

2008-06-17T17:40:00.002+08:00

as day goes by, time flies
it's been more than a month now

i never hoped for more, just hoping for honesty and sincerity
till today, i stil cant figure out why do u wanna lie to me
even after we went separate ways.

i find it even harder to trust anyone from now on ...

is it you ♥
i choose not to believe, but to be happy =)

no one will ever know what i feel inside..
it's just a little pain

2008-05-26T13:41:00.001+08:00

男人必知

1.别以为女人是你肚子里的蛔虫，你爱不爱她，你什么都不说，什么也不做，他怎么会知道

2.别在女人撒娇的时候冷落她,否则它可能会认为他在你心中已经不重要了

3.性关系对女人来说，远远没有男人想的那么重要，所以不要以为她爱你，就该在你需要的时候无条件的满足你，那样她这认为你这在乎性，而不是她。

4.在他穿上新衣的时候，适当的赞扬她一下，别总说这个太暴露，那个太透明，即使真的如此，你可以跟他说：这件衣服你穿着真漂亮，但这能穿给我看！她会明白的。

5.别动不动对她说：你懂什么，我的事你别管！女人业有自尊，即使在他最爱的男人面前，她依然有自尊。

6.在他独处的时候，给她自由，别说他今天很奇怪;他静默的时候，给她拥抱，别问他为什么。

7.他一定会有男性朋友，甚至会是知心朋友，别担心，女人对爱情和友谊往往比男人分得清楚

8.吃醋是女人的专利，如果女人有天不吃你的醋了，那这可能是他不爱你了，但醋吃多了，女人会伤心，依然会离开她爱的你。

2008-05-26T13:12:00.002+08:00

其实在爱情里的许多道理
> 我们都很清楚知道
> 要不要去遵循
> 是看一个人的勇气够不够多
> 我们都了解爱一个人的专情，等一个人的痴情；
>
> 守一个人的决心，离一个人的狠心。
>
> 但那又怎样呢？
> 当决心爱一个人时...(她)离你而去
> 当决定等一个人时...(她)身旁已经有人
> 当决心守一个人时...(她)却断然的拒绝
>
> 当决定离一个人时...才在彼此后悔 ......
> 得到的太多使我们不懂珍惜....
> 失去的太多使我们决心堕落....
> 爱的纷争太多..我们老寻不到规则
> 爱的痛苦太多..我们往往不能承受
> 爱的甜蜜太多..我们总是过分要求
> 其实我们都清楚的知道
> 那爱的感觉...
> 那爱的真理...
> 却往往回避不了现实的残酷 ....
> 只能看著他离你而去...
> 从一开始的陌生到熟悉...
> 再到最后的陌生...
> 我们错过了什么?
> 是只有时间，能证明的
> 曾经拥有过什么?
> 是只有记忆，能证实的
> 有时，知道自己这样做是不好的，却还是执迷不悟的做了。
> 有时，知道他的心己不在这，却还是心甘情愿的把心给他了。
> 有时，知道这条路的艰辛，却还是跌跌撞撞的走过了。
> 有时，知道自己的心在难过，却还是勉勉强强的笑了。
> 有时，知道自己不能再这样下去，却还是不由自主的哭了。
> 有时，知道不能再为她哭，却还是哗啦哗啦的流下眼泪了。
> 爱要懂得付出、懂的自由、
>
>
> 懂的体谅、懂的宽容,
> 没有完美的爱...
>
>
> 就因为有残缺...
>
>
> 所以才会更珍惜!!!
> 泪水用来洗涤自己的崩溃，才会让自己有所成长!!!
>
> 世间最珍贵的三个字，不是我爱你，而是在一起。
> 世间最感动的一句话，不是我爱你，而是我想我们在一起

2008-05-21T00:03:00.002+08:00

who understand what i feel inside?

did you really care about what's best for me ?
or u only care about yourself, wheter do i belong to u ...

is owning really so important?

i m so tired of all this...

i feel so suffer

never a second feel peaceful to me anymore

fake a laugh to not worry everyone

but somtimes i just cant fake that anymore

im tired of being strong ..
i wanna breakdown

i
am
breaking
down

2008-05-06T23:14:00.003+08:00

两个人在一起，并不容易。
很可惜到最后的结果是分离。
虽然心还爱着对方，但已经知道这条路已走到了尽头。
一起走过的日子，永远都不会忘记。
一起度过的风风雨雨，欢乐时光都已成为回忆。

我永远都会记得你对我的好。

我们都没错，只是不适合。。。

谢谢你在我生命中留下的脚步。。。

2008-04-16T22:17:00.002+08:00

wat the fuk is wrong with this Blogger -__-

it locked my blog n say my blog is a SPAM blog !

Hello - - geez dam crazy ~~~ although I seldom blog but why the fuck lock my blog lar ...

By the way, just to update that im officially on diet plan !

YES So no food after 6pm

Gradually cutting down on meal portions and snacks

Increase water intake and exercise

30 day target - Slim down to my previous body

60 day target - Slim down until people around me can c d results

90 day target - Killer bod of Maggie Q OHMIGOSH XD XD XD WOO LA LA

Day 1 16th april

Such a nice day to start my plan , it's kimabulengeh birthday today ! Happy Birthday, be truely proud cause I have chosen ur birthday to start my diet plan XD Wohooo ~ Okay, today what I ate

Breakfast : dim sum - siu mai, lo mai gai

Lunch : a pack of biscuits n few hello panda

Dinner : tom yam mee n fried stuff

Review - regret regret ! Cut down on snacks n fried stuff !!!!! big NO NO ~

Gambateh !

Btw. tomorrow i will be working for maxis golf tour.

Hope they have nice healthy food there T.T

April 17th ... yeah the post was saved in stupid draft so i decided to continue typing here!

Maxis golf event was ok. Not tiring or hot at all, in fact its so easy ! We basically have to work just for an hour or two. During the golfers have their lunch. Hoho ~ So nice ! And u just get rm150 like that !

I'm kinda sad today, just received an email that I have been selected to be feautered in the first Talents Magazine. But then ! Im working tomorow... GRRRRRRR Feeling down T-T Why WHY WHY WHY WHY ?! You get a one full page profile for FREE ! Gosh... and i actually missed the chance... Just praying hard that they will remember to call me for the next issue as they promised ... Sigh, heartbreaking !

I'm truely excited and looking forward to my new Myvi SE ! Black~ WRF 2088! Just cant wait to get my own car !!!

And bout my dieting plan ... yeah, today weight 49kg ... As usual -__-

Breakfast : egg sandwich
Lunch : Rice with curry n watever im just too damn hungry
Dinner : none but im freaking hungry now ! SHIT

2008-04-10T21:35:00.003+08:00

lazy to blog ... basically my life is kinda boring, despite the busy maxis roadshow i had last week.
I feel really happy when everything is finally over on Sunday, even my voice is almost gone! okay jz a brief intro on what I did throughout d maxis roadshow @ Mid valley from last Wed to Sunday. I was promoting Value Extras for maxis postpaid users there. It ain't easy to persuade customers to subscribe to this service -__- even its only worth rm10 and we're having a buy 1 free 1 offer. Come on man ! It's only rm10 n u definitely get savings ! 100 % !! Sometimes i just dunno how they think - __ - rm10 is not even worth a starbucks okay ! And it's for one whole month ... Top sales I did throughout the roadshow was just 13 activation in one day ! Sucksss ! Definitely not satisfied with it. But that's just the fact ! I think I should change a different method to approach and persuade customers. In the end, it's ur performance that counts. Not your relationship with agents and clients although that contributes a bit too !

Well, what can I say? After working for various events and roadshows, I can say that being in today's society ain't an easy thing. If you think by getting a degree or a diploma, coming out to a big company and getting 4k per month is enough. I can tell you not ... What can 4k per month bring u ? Your car loan wil cost probably 1k... Your house probably 1.5k-2k... What y u left with? Petrol, insurance, food, shopping, pak toh... Omg, it is definitely not enough ! And don't forget the office issues, where you have to please ur boss and ur client and also your workers.. Your boss don't like u ? That's it, u will be in living hell and dread to work just for that 4k everyday ! Is that the lifestyle you want? Your client don't like u ... You will get all stressed out for they will badmouth u and spoil ur reputation in front of your boss and thats it ! Your workers don't like you ? They will be less efficient and of course, u will be hated !!!! Gosh, even I'm not in any corporate or big companies yet. Things like this are already happening around me ! Even i'm just a part time promoter, there's still backstabbing around. Sometimes I just get so tired of it. And feel lik quiting. But thinking of d fact, this is what happen in society every freaking day ! I should really face it and think of a way to cope with it. Thanks for all these, I have grown stronger and matured. Future is something very blurry, yet you have to lay out a nice plan. At least when you fall, you don't fall too badly and you will still be able to climb right back up ! =) So people, if you really haven't start thinking of what you would like ur future to be. This is the time to lay out a plan. Not a perfect one, at least a sketch. A direction to let u know what u will be doing and where you will be going.

Well, i'm starting to get my salary ad. And I used pretty much of them. My planning for my salary, first of all - Face ! YEAH My face is like shit !! Until d extend I need to use foundation. I keep lying to my self that it's because my concealer is used up .. ZZZ But the truth is t's really getting uglier n uglier.. Sigh. So i'm gonna throw a lot of money into caring for my face. Secondly, I will invest in a unit trust. I'm not really sure about what is it yet. But it will do me good. Rather than spending all my salary in shopping ... Yeah finally ! The part which i most like ~ Definitely spending it on shopping !!!! And maybe contribute a bit to my car loan !! YES YES I'm finally getting a car. But i'm really struggling to make a choice between Gen 2 CPS and myvi SE. Gen 2 CPS is real cool ! I really like d interior and it's spaciousness. Myvi SE is not that bad, but I don't think its worth it price of 52k ... While gen 2 is 60k !

Okay, and im eating way too a lot these days.. Sigh lazy to blog about that. Makes me sad ..

I WANNA BE SLIM !

does sit ups and leg lifts help ?
hopefully they do !

currently oni can do 50 in a shot... dam shitty !!!

2008-04-01T20:38:00.002+08:00

unbearable

these days has become so unbearable
the coldness, the wall, the ignorance

i don't deny the fact that i am weak whn it comes to this
yes, i am ...

struggling to pull myself together despite all these
wondering how am i going to be able to work

its just so unbearable
i dont wanna spend a single second on my own

i wish there was somebody who will be there for me
sadly my dear dont live near me
if not i hope i can be with my dear every single second and cry my hearts out

people come and people go
a life without problems would not be a life after all

stand strong ?
when it comes to advising ppl yeah i ask thm to stand strong
but i cant do it .. lame

everything has turned so cold and so different
looking at all of d pictures, somehow my heart tells me tat everythin is a past
maybe it really cant be the same as before anymore

we have made ourselves strangers to each other ...

i am just so fragile now
can someone gimme warmth, take me away from all these coldness

2008-03-19T12:40:00.007+08:00

In our life, people come and people go.
From secondary school, to college, to universities.
Secondary school mates, some have flew to russia, some to australia, here n there.
We separate after 5 years of secondary school life

College mates, although our time together is short. Just a mere one and a half year, but you guys really did touch my heart. And we left our marks in each other's life. Today, we're all graduated from A levels, and pursuing our dreams. Many want to become dentists, some pilots ! While me ? ahahahaha ~ Public relations o.0 so odd ... Well, a dear friend of ours - Andrew d handsome is going to fly to India on march 31st. This is a post specially dedicated to him , and also all of my college mates in TARC.

When i first step in TARC, I hated it ! It's not my dream college, so hot, so far and everything is just not up to my expectations. To me , TARC is just a bigger secondary school. hahaha ! And my class, never really liked it. Scholarship classes are always full of nerds, and people who just study their whole life away -__- But thn, started to mix with a gang of friends. OF course lah -_- who doesn't mix with a gang of friends zzz. OKAY ! Something funny. I remembered what's my first sentence to a friend of mine. Do u remember? hehehehehe ~ My first sentence to mr kimabulengeh was DO YOU HAVE A FISH ? ROFL ! We laughed lik shit in penang when i told them this. Why did i ask such a stupid question? BECAUSE ! When we attended our first GP clas, miss jess wrote a few questions on d board and asked us to ask people around us. WEll well, lucky mr kimabulengeh was sittin in front of me. So i just ask him lah ! AHAHAHA.. Although it's a stupid question, but I gained a new friend ! Hahaha ~ And one of my bestest friends in college. We always ponteng together, don't do tutorials together, copy in tests together, go dota together...

After a few months andrew joined our class, when he first stepped in we were all 0.0 OMG SO HANDSOME ! Becuase he look lik a eurasian... He is so fair ! and he has pretty brown eyes ~ and a tall nose ! hahahaha... here's his pic ... am i wrong ? WAHAHAHA

After time pass, we eventually get to know each other thru d GANG ~ our gang comprises of mr quietest guy in d class SHANE , mr kimabulengeh a.k.a muhammad kim KIM CHOON, LILY, EMMY, boong, felix, cs, kevin... yea yea, so we get to know mr andrew. He's a very very hardworking fella, and very very humble ! He's not reluctant to lend u a helping hand, and would try his best to solve ur maths problem ! hahaha thank u andrew for ur patience in teaching me maths ... XD
Everytime when we walk at the canteen, u can c all the girls head turn to look at mr andrew ... hahahaha... yea, that's how famous he is ! And he always dun admit it -___- he's still available, but flying to india ad !!!! T-T SADDDDDDD ~~~ Sadness of separation...

So during monday, we came out for some sort of farewell for him.. We went to mid valley ! Ate nandos, and chatted many things during our Penang trip... hahaha ~
After that, we wanted to watch a movie , bt the Q at mid valley is siao !!! So damn long ~ So we got lazy and went to the gardengs. But its a freaking rm20 per ticket - - double the price... So , we decided to go baskin robbins instead to eat ice cream fondue, rather than paying an extra rm13 for a movie ticket. ^^" Some of our pics during the ice cream fondue session.

After that, we went kai kai. HAHA my favourite part ! Go shoppin for andrew's travelling needs. We went to body shop at first, but the cleansing foam was too exp. So we dragged him to watsons to buy his stuff. Recommended nivea oxygen cleansing gel for him, as it's affordable n i like it =) Hope it works well for him. And get sum medicine for stomachache, fever, sore throat and so on. You really have to take care when going to some where new. Stomach might not b able to take it, especially in d southern part of India... After that, nothing to buy ad... We went to makan asam laksa -__- We're realy a bunch of eaters. I tell you, we eat 6 meals everyday in penang. ARE WE SCARY NOW ? Muahahahahahaha ~~

After d meal of asam laksa, its time to say byebye and go home..... WEEE ~ Time pass fast, but hope our friendship will never fade with time ^^

Good luck in ur studies andrew.
Hope you b a succesful dentist ^^ So i can get free service .. bwahahahahaha

We wil always miss u !!!!!
Thanks for being a great friend for all of us ...

2008-03-12T16:31:00.003+08:00

much anticipated post
by

Shane binti ish ish &
Kimabulengeh a.k.a Mohamad Kim

Story begins ......

Event :Penang trip by few coursemates of SN7A
Date : Feb 18 - 21
Venue : Penang, Sri Sayang Resort

Feb 18
was suppose to arrive at bus station at 10am. But I was late, coz was kinda blur the night b4. Resulting waking up late. And thus making everyone late ! So sorry !!!! And thn bought another bus ticket and boarded d bus at 1030... Arrived at penang safely at juru toll. WAited for the noobie kimabulengeh for half hour sth at shell station. Poor us, starving T.T So we makan maggie cup ! muahahaha ~~ thn finally get in his yellow car. HOU WONG AH . XD Thn we went to autocity to makan old town kopitiam. keke , thn went to check in at sri sayang n hav a rest ! Thn began our journey of eating non stop -______- WEnt to gurney drive to makan at night.... AFter that, we went to gurney plaza to kai kai and digest our food. N thn, some ppl started to get hungry. Including me =) wahaha ! So ! We went jln macalister to eat muahaha ! We ordered many many stuff. chicken wing , chee cheong fun, laksa... n i forgot ad - - so long ago lar !!!! Me shane binti ishish and kimabulengeh share share eat muahahahaha. OKAY ! After eat, we are satisfied! But, didn't wanna go bak to d apartment so soon. So we went d so called hotspot in Penang... Where there are all d pubs clubs n stuff n hav a walk walk n phototaking session. Wohooo ~~

2nd day we went to sleeping buddha, and thn i forgot ad -___-
3rd day we went to kek lok si ... and thn i aso forgot ad ! WTF ?
4th day we went to BM to eat yu tou fan ! super niceeeeee i wanna eat it again ! tis i remember XD ahahahaha

THE END

disappointed ?LOL

COZ I LAZY WRITE so long !

2008-01-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

Sigh, sorry for long time not updating my bloggie. Blame the wireless! Yeah, my stupid wireless isn't functioning. Results : I can't blog on my comfy bed n cosy room, can't download my moviesss !! can't search for freelance jobs through forums, can't msn with my friends. GRRR ! It makes my life feel empty -__- Hate it ! And I hate my freaking desktop, cause its so lag !! God , someone save my wirelesssssss ~

Some updates, I BOUGHT A GUESS BAG !
Yeah, i bought it ! Finally after dreaming for years, I bought my bag with my own money =) *big big smile* Freelance is just fun ! You don't just get to know more people, you even get high pay ! Haha, and I get to buy my beautiful classy gorgeous GUESS bag.
There's a funny story behind my bag. Haha! Well it goes like this... Me and my mom went to KLCC cause I wanted to see the bags that were on 40% discount, and Kathy Van Zeeland bags on 30% and 50%. Kathy's bag are really pretty ! Fashionable and cute. Irresistable, but ! There were just sooo many choices. I dont even know which bag to choose. I spent like an hour at just looking at Guess and Kathy bags. I must be siao. In the end, I din pick up any bags at KLCC. My heart belongs to the bag i saw at The Curve ! And it was the last day for 10% sales there. So, planned to rush to The Curve at night. The original plan was go get my baggie and catch a movie with Jian Yi. BUT ! Suddenly he sms me say he not free ! Okay so change of plans... After dinner and pasar malam go at 9pm , grab the bag n ciao.
Jalan jalan at pasar malam. OMG dresses are only rm15 ! Can u believe it, so freaking cheap ! So I choose choose choose and bought 2. Look at my handphone. wat the -__- 930pm. Run back home n call my friend to see if he free. Okay he's free, so we fly to The Curve. Reach there at 950pm. Guess shop ad closed -__- But there were still customers inside. So we ask thm let us in. HAHAHAHA AND THN I GOT MY PRETTY GUESS BAGGIE !

After discount cost me rm368 ..
<3>

Will upload pic when my wireless is back up.
Btw the series is called airport ^^

Hmm hmm, yesterday met up with college mates. Time flies. 1 and a half year of college life just flew past me .Yeah I'm getting older and older. Hence, the responsibility on my shoulder gets heavier. I'm gonna take up Mass comm major in PR at Taylors or Help. Location wise, i prefer Help. But Taylors offer a better cert that is from UniSA. Sigh, decisions making.

Life hasn't been smooth for me lately.
Well guess it never was.

Now, I just hope that everything gets better.
And, don't want to have any regrets. I will try my best to fix things better.

But, I tried.
And it just got worse.

Blahhh ~

Schedule :
Wed 30/1 - product training @ PJ
Thu 31/1 - product training @ KL
Scarlet night out
Fri 1/2 - REST
Sat 2/2 - Work for Jay event @ 1u
Sun 3/2 - Roving team
Mon 4/2 - Roving team
Tue 5/2 - Roving team
Wed 6/2 - Sun 10/2 - CNY Penang

Happy chinese new year people~
All the best, and gimme a ring if wanna go yam cha or sth..

2008-01-22T11:58:00.000+08:00
Been working at PWTC for Youth 08 from Fri - Sun. So I did not update my blog or on my msn. Haha. Miss me? =P
Youth 08 is really fun ! I'm working as a flyer distributor for J & C Pacific promoting a programma called MIBO. Tired of talking the same things for 3 days, so I won't be talking about it here anymore. Haha ! It's a really good programme for youths and fresh graduates who want to earn the big bucks but don't have business modal. It's also in the ICT field ! So if your interested you can ask me more about it. Don't worry I'm not getting any commision out of this. Just think that it's a golden oppurtunity if ur really interested to start your own business. Better than lepak-ing every night nothing better to do right?

Working there, I met lotsa people ! Really a great experience. I start to love working and socializing. I mean, it's not like i never liked working and socializing before. But it's a really fun thing to do, if you really love your work. Time pass faster too~ Haha ! Aaron is a great guy, he's our so called 'boss' haha ! May, Jenny, Lena are all friendly people whom i work together with. And ppl at the fair are really friendly and chatty humansss !! Working at this fair gives me more exposure to event organising and public relations stuff. Well, guess it's no wrong that I'm taking up PR as i love the work. I love the social, i love the events. I just love to work with people !

Owh, btw i got my Alvls results. It's nothing to be proud of, but its sufficient to apply for a Uni ! Haha, now I'm stuck between Taylors and Help. But my dad wants me to go to LimKokWing. That means I have to stay in Cyberjaya! GOSHHHHH. How bout my bi and all my friends over here T-T And its freaking expensive ! Taylors is jammed lik siaoo everyday and more expensive than Help, but the cert is from UniSA. sighh tough choice...

I woke up at 9 sth today, to wait for the postman for my hair extensions. And I'm still waiting now. The seller is really a great person, she even sms and msn me to inform her when i received the item, and she's there to help if i dunno how to use it. I'm really excited ! BYEBYE short hair. I really hate short hair -__- It makes me feel less confident of myself ! Grrrr !!! Hope the hair extensions will make my hair look prettier woohooo !!

Updates on working days this week :
Wed - Working as Maxis usher for a dinner at Kl convention center
Thu - Going for a facial at Subang. Cos someone i kno frm Youth 08 recommended me to go to his wife shop. SEE I really did not regret working at Youth 08 ! HAHA ~ I'm loving it
Fri - Suppose to work at Genting but I wasn't chosen. I'm GLAD ! =) Coz it's freaking 12 hours work !!! 12 pm - 12 am ... Kill me pls
Sat - Going to seventeen makeover @ Cineleisure. Kinda regret going for this. Cos I saw two jobs offered from Fri - Sun. One at Rm150 per day another at Rm170.But nvm, mayb it's time for me to relax !
Sun - I'm FREEE ! Owhh, there's a clearance sales at The Place. Might be going for sum shopping

Some pics during Youth 08

the 4 of us

sppooookyyyy ~

our big family !! ^^

2008-01-17T00:25:00.001+08:00
I'm lazy again HAHA !
Short update =)
Got my photoshoot photos @ Pavilion KL from Ricky. Well, not the entire CD. Just a few of them. Sneak peek !! Wohooo ~~

It was fun ~ my first outdoor photoshoot.
Seriously need more improvement on facial expressions and posing. Need to read more mag ! And my leg hurts !! Been walking in these high heels from morning till night ! My god *faints* Started shooting at 830am in the morning till about 12pm. Starhill is really a pretty place ! Haven't been there since a long time ago, because there's just nothing for me to shop there. Exorbitant prices !! After lunch, went to mid valley for interview until 330pm. Went to work at Sunway at 4pm. Work till 9pm and reach home at 11pm. TIRED LEGS? Yea u bet !!

I'm having training for maxis usher job tomorrow at kl convention center. Again ! High heels is a must ! Yup, agree that high heels certainly elongates ur whole look ~ Love the image, hate the pain. But well, no pain no gain ehh =P Pretty comes with a price. Haha !

I'm very happy today, my bi helped me to hang all the curtains in the 3 rooms of my house, mop the floor and he even send me to pavilion for casting ! I'm so touched ~~~~ That's why I'm really happy today ! Thanks for ur support and everything you did for me. I really appreciate it very much. OH, and the 2nd happy thing that happen to me today is I got the PWTC job ! yup yups rm160 per day from 8-6pm ... Quite long working hours, but its rm160 wa ha ha ha ~~~ Happy ~~

Alright.. time to ciao ~

2008-01-15T12:17:00.000+08:00
男孩也好女孩也好，一起看看幾米的讀白吧......

1.很清楚的知道她不合適自己，可是更確定的是他不會主動說分手。

他只是耗著等著，直到有一天女生自己受不了忽冷忽熱、若即若

離的態度，或是等到年華老去不得不下決定時，自己選擇離開。

妳的主動離開，我沒有負心，反而是尊重與成全妳的決定。

2. 半年後發現，他居然可以跟一個只認識三個月的女生步入禮堂，

令她晴天霹靂，才明白他不是不想結婚，不是真的不婚主義者，

說穿了只是他不想跟妳結婚。

八年的愛情長跑比不上三個月的感情。

3. 這位故事中的男生是我的朋友，現在也已經結婚半年。

當他聽到劉若英的「後來」，居然會無法克制的流眼淚，想起

的是他交往八年的前任女友。

為什麼會難過，因為妻子身上有著前任女友的影子，

他才明白其實他喜歡的就是這種類型的女孩。

4. 可是人往往很矛盾，喜歡她的倔強與有性格，卻受不了她的嬌縱。

喜歡她的落落大方，卻受不了她的朋友一堆；

你愛她的小家碧玉，就不要怪她不夠大方；

你愛她的活潑大方，就不要批評她像花蝴蝶一樣。

戀愛談的愈長，結婚的可能性就愈低，

所以有時候戀愛的長度與結婚的可能性成反比。

5. 喜新厭舊是人性，日子久了，會結婚不是為了愛情，而是責任

感的驅使。婚後的他才慢慢的發現，當時的那一段感情其實不

是不愛，是時間太久了太長了，把愛情給磨掉了，再遇到另一

個女孩點燃了愛情的火苗，星星之火足以遼源，把枯竭已久的

愛情給予生命，所以倉促的決定結婚。

等到真的結婚後，愛情降了溫，才慢慢的發現其實妻子的身上

有著許多前任女友的影子，他比較愛的人其實還是前任女友，

可是他娶的卻不是她。

這樣的情節不知道是不是也在別處同樣上演著？

6. 學生時代的愛情很單純，出社會以後總想等工作穩定以後再結

婚，工作穩定以後又想等有一點積蓄買車子、買房子以後再結

婚，等著等著，等到愛情被時光給消磨，等到第三者介入點燃

了對方心中激情的火苗，乾柴烈火不可收拾以後，曾經在年少

一起織夢的理想全都抵擋不了新鮮感的激情，所以琵琶別抱，

到最後步入禮堂的都不是在一起同甘共苦、共同經歷過寒、暑

假，等當兵的人。

7. 所以奉勸各位女孩子，

如果對方真的是你想結婚的對象，不要想著有房子有車子有金

子，有了一切再結婚。

現實是，等他有了一切，他的身價暴漲是有價值的單身貴族，

他必需要面臨的是更多的誘惑，妳長久以來的等待與年輕時許

2008-01-14T16:17:00.000+08:00
No more days for countdown =P
But what the countdown is remains a secret ! Muahaha ...

Okay, sorry to Pyng !! Really a thousand apologies. Cause I made her get a leave ! Well, not entirely my fault. I thought i was going to Penang T-T Bi's gonna work there. So he's leaving at 6am, Pyng asked me to go together and accompany her shopping. What a great idea I thought ! So we made phone calls and phone calls. But bi's boss didn't pick up the phone. And he said just come. So I just took the risk and packed up and went to bi's house at 4am in the morning -__- I was half asleep that time. After a long day I had, I really needed a good night's rest ! At 6am his boss called. I was still all blurry and half asleep. Bi said there wasn't space for me in the car with all the tools behind. U P S E T ! And I was sleepy, so I just asked him to go. Then he asked me to go down with him, and try to work things out with his boss. Ok in the end his boss say they going straight to the site. I felt sorry for the last minute notice and everything also. So I went back to sleep and bi went to Penang. T-T

Smsed Pyng, but she called me at 9am. And she thought I was sleeping in the car !!! Obviously she din receive my sms, poor Pyng. Gotten her hopes high and then let it fall again. Felt really bad -___- I asked her to slack the day off. But she said she still need to take leave on feb 4 so she's heading to the office later. Sorry once again T-T I will treat u a big big meal when I go to Penang ! Haha ~ CNY is just around the corner. No worries. This time is 100% I will be at Penang =P

I'm missing my dear T-T
Hope he comes back soon !

2008-01-13T23:30:00.000+08:00
Day 4

Yeah, I missed a day. I have a perfectly good reason for missing it ! You know why? Cause I watched 2 movies in a day ! Isn't that good enough? Ur not buying it ain't u. Fine. Well it's like this. Afternoon, me n my dear went to kai kai at 1u. And we watched Game Plan ! It's a really nice movie ~ Touching. I almost cried, hahaha! I always cry at the movies. But I did not this time ! Wow, big girls don't cry eh =P

That was the first movie of the day. After that, I bugged dear to fetch me to Borders@TheCurve to get a yearly planner. Because MPH@1U doesn't sell nice ones. grrr ! So, we went to The Curve. This time, my mom called me and said they wanna come have dinner with us. But dear had a date with his friends so he couldn't make it, so there was just me. We went to Borders and as Carol said, there's many kinds of planners to choose from ! But, all of them seem too mature for me. So guess what I bought !

Yeah, exactly the same one as Carols !!!! Gosh . . . We really have TOO similiar taste ! Haha ~

The Planner ~ - From the Bottom of my Heart -

Inside pages look like this !

2 absolutely cute books I just can't resist buying !

After buying all our stuff, dear went back and I joined my parents @ Marche for dinner !

Beware... The following pictures might just make u D R O O L

Mushroom Sautee - rm 8.00
Very nice and exquisite taste. First time eating mushroom cooked this way. Healthy! It's cooked with onions and some spices I guess. Cause I'm having a nose block that day ! HAHA ! Don't count on me for the taste =P But it's a really nice dish. You guys should try it if you ever drop by Marche.

1/2 Roasted Chicken - rm 16.90
Served with vegetables and mashed potatoes. Nice. But not that special. It's cheap! Compared to other dishes served at Marche. The price range is around rm 20- rm30 for a main course.

Mushroom soup & Soft Bun - Rm 5.50 & Rm 1.20
Mushroom soup is nice ! Not canned. You can feel the mushiesss inside =P And the bun is err soft? haha yea ! And buttery ~ I love buttery buns !

Cheese Rosti
My dad and cheese rosti. Haha. I seriously have no idea what this taste likes. Cause of my nose block. Wild guess, it's kinda like roti canai ? Since it's rosti. HAHA ! Just kidding =P

Today, I went for photoshoot with Johnny and Ricky. Two friendly photographers. We had our shooting at Pavilion, KL. Seriously, I like shootings ! Well, I'm not really good at posing yet. Or facial expressions. But I like it! I like to see my photos, and I think it's a good way to preserve my so called 'beauty'. ALA even if u don't think I have beauty just keep it to urself kay ? Haha! What I meant by beauty is, youth ! Will you still look like this 10 years later? I want to have the satisfaction when I look back at my photos then. Guess that's why girls like to take nude pictures of themself -__- Don't worry, I'm not crazy ! I won't do something like that. I love my body ! Haha ~ Hope the shooting turns our alright ! And starhill
is seriously pretty ! I haven't been there in a while, it's really really pretty ! Heard from them that it's designed by several famous designers from all over the world. Posh way of life - Starhill Gallery.

Updates from previous posts. . .

The Brand Laurete SME Awards Night.
Me and my dear worked for Claire from MYB. Dear was super busy, he was just like a part of the crew ! Haha, and I was just sitting there doing registration. Love to watch him doing work ~ Looks so manly. Muahahaha *evil laughs*

So cooolll ~

Nice banner?

Me and baby dearrrr <3>

And here's the pic of models magazine. It's gonna be on sale next week I guess.

Muahhsss ~~
<3 kire

2008-01-11T15:24:00.000+08:00
For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

Thanks my dear =)
I love you. Happy Anniversary

2008-01-11T11:59:00.000+08:00
If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
Well make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I dont understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I dont need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If youre not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If youre not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't want to run away but I cant take it, I don't understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I cant be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I dont want to run away but I cant take it, I don't understand
If Im not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

2008-01-11T10:25:00.000+08:00
Day 2

I woke up at 9am this morning. Couldn't sleep more cos its bright in my room. Terrible night I had. My nose ! Just feel like choping it. My bed was full of tissues when i wake up. Sigh. Nothing better to do. I went to the market, bought a pack of soya bean and just mingle around. Bought some sweet potato to cook sweet potato soup. Thought it might be sweet ~ And bought a pack of kacang. Yah, there really wasn't any natural kacang like Leiny said. Maybe those are only in Sabah. Haha ! In the end,everything that i cooked failed. The kacang wont be the kacang i want, and the sweet potato soup is just too sweet.

I'm still not feeling well. No more major headache, just minor one. But I dunno, just kinda have this funny feeling that I'm weak. Yup, I'm feeling weak.

Today is officially 11/1. Nice date eh. Wonder what plans might we have. Just wanna take neoprint ! Cos it's such a pretty date =)

Once again, Happy Anniversary 11/1 Baby

Oh ya, I wanted to put the song If your not the one by Daniel Bedingfield here. But it seems like it's only a 30 second preview. Nvm, I love this song and would like to dedicate to my dear.
Love u

Some pictures of me at Models Magazine .

Seriously, it doesn't look pro at all. Cos I'm not pro. =P And I look fat in it right ?
GRRRR

2008-01-10T20:55:00.000+08:00
I've lost a part of my life ...

Day 1

I'm sick. Yeah, I have been sick for the past few days. Sore throat and feverish during The Brand Laurete SME Awards Night. And the next day which was yesterday, my sore throat recovered and I have a minor headache. So, I went to Models Magazine launching. After that, yeah and it was today. I slept at 5am, woke up at 10am because my beautiful thick curtains were took down to be washed ! And the pretty sunshine just woke me up -_- YEAH and I got a major headache since then ! Until now, everything just gets worse ! It wasn't so bad when I was at 1u. But once i reach home and lie on my bed. Feverish ! I'm hot and cold hot and cold and my fan is just no1. And I dunno how many pieces of tissue had I used -_- My nose is like tap water.

Guess it's better to be sick now. If not I won't know what to do. Sorry Ga Ga to cancel our very first day of hell training ! haha ~ U can slack off a day and go monster hunting =P

Tomorrow is 11/1. My 7th month anniversary with my baby dear. Seems short? No. It's not short =)

I love you no matter what happens.

2008-01-10T11:09:00.001+08:00
Wow, it's been really busy lately. And my wireless was down. So I have a perfect excuse for not updating my blog. GAGAGAGA. Okay cut the crap, pretty much happened lately.

Well, I worked for The Brand Laurete SME Awards 2 days back with dear. And there were many VVIP and VIP and Datos and Datins that attended. I saw Agong, Permaisuri Agong, Siti Nurhaliza, Dato Khalid and a whole lot of Dato Dato that I dont know. Well, My job is just easy. Sit there and do registration work. And I got rm80 ! HAHA.. Not high, but well it's ok cos I'm just sitting there the whole night.

Yesterday night was Models Magazine 2nd official launching at Sungai Wang. I was supposed to participate at the catwalk. But, my sis did not turn on her hp. So Aaliyah couldn't get me on the details. And I MISSED IT ! YEAH I FREAKING MISSED THE CATWALK ! I was so sad and frustrated that moment. But well, I still went there. Looking up at the girls walking on stage wearing designer dresses. I was sad because I was selected and I kno I could have pull off a good job there. And what I could do is just standing down here looking up there ! Howw saddening.

After the event end, I Grabbed a copy of models magazine @ rm 15. You guys should go grab one to support me ^^ teheeee. And I met up with Hong Kai the photographer and his friend. They asked me to have a outdoor photoshoot at Putrajaya this sunday. I agreed, but on second thought it's really kinda far -___- . And I saw Leng Yein backstage, she asked me to enter Miss Tourism Malaysia. And something really surprising happened! YEAH ~ They actually said I look different from the pictures because I slimmed down ! Wohooo ~ I'm still thinkin wheter to go or not. Cause uni will be starting soon. Sigh, headache .... It's 24jan - 2 feb at A famosa Malacca. I won't be in KL for this whole period. I really want to go , to experience , to learn ! But , well I dunno. I have to really make a decision today.

No pictures, cause the blogger doesnt allow me -_- yeah there's some kinda error ! dut !

2008-01-05T12:01:00.000+08:00
Welcome 2008 !
My post came in a lil late ~ Well, I was tied up with many many stuff. Maybe it's only excuses muahaha ! Stuff like - Countdown, Dating, Searching for University, Working and S L A C K I N G the day off !

Okay, ByeBYE to 2007 ! Let the sad be gone, and welcome a great year ahead ! I know it's a lil late for new year resolutions, but well, what's gotta be done gotta be done ehh !! TIME FOR NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONSSSSSSSSSS

NEW YEAR RESOLUTION
#1 BE POSITIVE
I wasn't a real optimist through out year 2007. Oftenly surrounded by negative thinking, always worrying and fret over little and insignificant stuff. I'm just always thinking negatively ! Planning for the worse to happen. Well, say BYEBYE to negative thinking and be positive ! I want to be a glowing and bubbly girl in 2008 ! Happiness is contagious, spread it to the people around me, rather than bringing them sadness always ^^" SMILE PEOPLE !

#2 BE HARDWORKING
OKAY ! I admit, I have been slacking off on my studies for the whole 2007 ! And a part of 2006. Regret? Hell yeah ~ If only I had been as hardworking during my SPM, I wouldn't have to worry about which University would accept me now. Geez, really saddening case. But, who to blame than myself? So in 2008, I want to be hardworking ! I mean really hardworking like during my SPM ~ College is a bad place to go - __ - Blame my lack of self discipline =P Time to buckle up and strive for success !! The responsibility on my shoulder gets heavier as time passes. 2008 Im a University student, 2009 I still am. 2010, I might be in Australia. 2011, I would be working already !

#3 BE HEALTHY
I'm a real lazy person when it comes to sport. Basketball? Volleyball? Swimming? Jogging? You won't see me doing any of those. Gaagagagaga. That's why I'm getting fatter and fatter over the yearrss ~ YEAhh I really am and I mean it !! I was like 46kg in secondary, and then 47kg after graduating and then 48 and now 49 ! WTF mannn ~ I'm going to be 50 soon ! If I still don't care about my unhealthy and lazy lifestyle, I guess I would be as fat as an elephant. Exercise eXercise ! And my skin condition ain't that good anymore, pimples popping out and leaving fugly scars all over my face. I really need to pespire more ~

#4 BE MORE TOLERATING AND PATIENT
For people who are close to me, I guess they wouldn't describe me as a patient person. I hate to wait ! I really do. And I really dislike people doing things slowwwlyyy like a snail and dragging stuff a day by a day. It really gets on my nerves. I won't tolerate such behaviour and I usually will pull a long face over it. But I think that attitude really sucks ehh? I mean. nobody is perfect and no one can really do something INSTANTLY ! We all are L A Z Y . Admit it =P Yeah even I am lazy ! So I think in 2008, I would have to tolerate more of others. Stand in other people shoesssss.

#5 SPEND TIME WISELY
No more slacking the afternoon off at home sleeping away, watching dramas and so on so on. Do something beneficial and useful ! I just realised how fast time pass, actually I realised it a long time ago - __ - just that, im freaking 20 YEARS OLD THIS YEAR ! CAn u believe it ? 2 0 ! It starts with a 2 ! If I still don't use my time wisely, I might sleep till I'm 30! There's much more to life than sleeping. I have to see the world ! Experience many things ! Widen my social circle, catch up with old friends yada yada yada. Learn cooking ! YEAH one of the things I'm looking forward to at 2008 is cooking ! XD Weird? not really =P And I really wanna hang out with Carol someday. But seems like everybody's busy. Not only her, old friends new friends, yeah we're all busy with our own lifes. There's no time to waste !

That's about my new year resolutions, I wouldn't have accomplish any of it good enough if I had 10 pages of new year resolution isn't it? So I think 5 is just enough =P That's actually what I could came up with.

fireworks at KL ^^"

me with christmas present from carol & family. Thanks a lot ! Sorry for not being able to attend the party as we got lost halfway -__-

China princess ?

Little Angel XD

Masquerade

2007-12-28T01:13:00.001+08:00
wow , time really flies... just in a blink of an eye, christmas is over n new year is approaching

what have u done in 2007? anything memorable?

what have u learned and experience in 365 days...

sigh, i guess 2007 wasn't a great year for me ... well i'll keep the crap about new year's till the 31st... now is time for updates on christmas and the past few days of my malacca trip !

On christmas eve, me n dear went to The Curve and we had Sakae Sushi..
Well, we had Sakae Sushi on my birthday also ! Haha, the food there isn't expensive and it's nice ^^"

japanese curry rice

ika teriyaki

jason-kun

kire-san

jason <3>

after we had our dinner, we went to Scarlet@Cineleisure. But Scarlet is really packed ! And it's only the two of us, we had to pay cover charge of rm 48 and rm 68 each. So we forget about Scarlet and went to have a stroll at Cineleisure while waitin for Soul X and Terry to arrive. Bumped into my club kakis there, they are going into Scarlet. Well, was kinda mad at them coz they din invite me ! But, anyway i prefer celebrating xmas eve with my dear. Hahas !

Upon the arrival of Mr Soul X and Mr Terry, we got LOADED. haha, not with cash, with snow sprays! Yeah, we sound childish i kno. It wasn't in the plan to play snow spray spraysss.. But what the heck, if ur LOADED of course ur gonna have fun with it ! So, we headed down to the center of the warzone. A team of 4 of us XD sounds imba right =P And had helluva time there, spraying others n getting sprayed.

Fun at first, but suffocating after that. The chemical gases really make me choked ! Disappointing to not see fireworks display that night, after being sprayed till sticky icky for nothing =.= Then, we headed back to my house to shower and after that went to KL for a drink. Should have called Carol for suggestions of nice pubs ! She just intro me Baileys on the rock, some kinda cocktail. Will try it next time =P We ended up at Canto Bar at 3am. Had a glass of Carlsberg n ciaoed.. Wasn't a nice place anyway - -

Well that's about it for my xmas eve ...
Got a black skirt from 3.6 from my dear, nicely wrapped in a silver box with golden ribbon. Thanks dear, muackss ! And a little teddy bear from my sister... so sweet

On Christmas day, we went to timesquare to watch movie. But the movie was too late and we decided not to watch it. End up shopping n shopping until i'm broke - - sighhhh ! Bumped into jia wen n her mom n her sis thr ! What a surprise ! Haven't seen her in a long time, according to her blog, guess she's lazy to socialize. Haha,
I had that syndrome before, being anti-social.. It's weird and just comes suddenly ... Hope she gets over it fast !!!

Bought a purple-white stripes long sleeve, purple sleeveles top and a black off shoulder. Dear was a very happy man when he steped out of KIDULTS. He bought a jacket@rm49 and two short pants@rm39 each. The shop sells really nice n affordable attires! I sponsored dear rm80 since i got my salary the other day from TuneMoney@rm160. Holy shittt ~ Im so broke !!!!!!!!

After a day of shopping, we went back to dear's house for dinner. Since he was so happy with his presents, he decided to cook for me. MAGGIE MEE !! ROFL .. but for me its still nice ! Haha, we added a lot of veges in it. I was having an upset tummy so I didn't help much in cooking.. Soweeee ~~

TA DA ~ MAGGIE MEE !
ULTIMATE XMAS DINNER

HAHA ... MERRY CHRISTMAS 2007

2007-12-19T17:30:00.000+08:00
happy happy
yesterday night went to collect my present from wendy
she's so nice.. she gave me 2 tops from singapore, nicely wrapped in a gift box ! Thanks a lot ~ lurvee yeaa ! =P

Today, went to a training at tune money for insurance n card. I will be working at The Curve this saturday from 4pm- 12am. If ur free, come n have a look. The card is really not bad, is a prepaid one, something like a credit card. Well, it works exactly like a credit card. Just that u have to load money inside before u can start to use it. Minimum amount of loading is only rm50! And what's best? U have to be just over 18 to apply for one ! I might be getting one ! wohooo ~~ Looking forward to work this saturday @ The Curve.

Later, will be going for a dinner @ desa parkcity with seow hooi n nam chuan. Two high school friends. Havent meet them quite some time ad ! Well, we're gathering for my birthday that's on dec 16 and nc's birthday on dec 17. Haha, how nice ? =P

2007-12-18T17:02:00.000+08:00
心得 1 　　不是每个男人都是骑着白马的王子，所
以，请不要苛求他不够高大和英俊，不要责怪他送
给你的只是一双手套而不是九十九朵玫瑰。宝贝
们，要知道，不是王子，你才是他永远的公主，他
的爱便是让你变成公主的水晶鞋。

心得 2 　不是每个男人都能把爱挂在嘴边，所
以，请不要在他回答“爱不爱你”不够干脆时心生
怀疑，不要让他把这种回答变成一种无奈的习惯。
宝贝们，你要学着体会无言的承诺，请相信，当他
静静的看着你微笑时，当他轻轻的抚摩你的头发
时，当他自然的牵着你的手时，他就是爱你的。　

心得 3 不是每个男人都善于反驳，所以，当出现误
会而他却沉默不语时，请不要推开他兀自哭红了眼
睛。也许在他看来那只是一个无关的女人或者一件
他绝不会做的事，他总相信那是事实，就不需要太
多解释。宝贝们，不要轻易把这份坚持当做一种默
认的表示。难道，你没看到他手足无措的样子？

心得 4 　　要知道，你的他不是超人或者蝙蝠侠，
所以，当他不能在你有困难时第一时间出现。请你
不要责难他，因为在你无助时不能守在你的身边，
那份担心已经是他最大的惩罚。宝贝们，请记住，
当他事后关心的询问时，请给予温柔的回答，告诉
他已经没事了，不要牵挂。

心得 5 　　面子对男子来说比什么都重要。所以，
在他的朋友面前，请给他十足的地位。如果他在朋
友面前忽略了你，不要任性的以为那是不重视，也
许他只是想显出你的温顺。不要介意在人前当个小
女人，宝贝们，要知道，那可是被宠爱的女子才有
的特权哦。

心得 6 　　也许男人总搞不懂女人在想什么？所
以，当你故意说不而他却真的走开时，请不要发誓
一定要好好的惩罚他，要知道，一头雾水的他此刻
心里比你还要郁闷。如果你的他总不能领会你的意
思，那么，宝贝们，就明白的告诉他吧，他会爱的
轻松许多，而你也可以得到你真正想要的，为什么
不呢？

心得 7　男人也要有自己的生活。他们也会迷恋游
戏，也会想和朋友出去喝酒，打牌。这时，请不要
短信电话步步紧逼，也不要问他为什么不带你一块
前往。你们自己不也会有女人们私有的空间吗？宝
贝们，给彼此足够的空间才会有新鲜的空气 !

心得 8　　男人也会脆弱，也会突然的莫名情绪低
落。所以，当他的脸上写满疲惫，眼中充满厌倦，
请不要再去追问是不是不爱你了。要知道，时刻的
讨好，谁也做不到。宝贝们，此刻，不要再去问他
怎么了，只要安静的陪在他身边就好。　

心得 9 总说，男人不懂女人心，可有时候，你们不
也常常忽略他们的感受？有义务陪女朋友，又没有
权利放弃工作。在坚强的标志下，男人们只能把所
有的事情一肩扛。生活本来就很让人疲惫，当他为
了未来打拼的时候，宝贝们，你们不该让他们太累
了。

2007-12-17T23:45:00.000+08:00
a post on dec 17, a day after my birthday

well, i dun hav much pics here. Coz most of them are at jia wen's cam cam. T-T
okay here goes about my birthday ^^"

on dec 15, Ikea's furniture came!! It finally came ! After many rounds to Ikea booking the Pax Birkeland glass door ! Now it came, and whats the best part ? They have the stock of the door ~ How nice is it ! But the bad part is i hav to wake up at 930am in the morning. ZzzZz n i slept late! We were all rushing to keep everything n get rid of all the old furnitures in my room ! *phew* it was really hard work !

by 11am
happy happy ~
Ikea's little yellow lorry, with men unloading my furniture !

before ...

after ...

okay ! i almost forgotten sth - -
my friends helped me celebrate my birthday ! I was touched. I only knew them for a day. We work together for 'happy', a new prepaid line ^^"
this is a pic of the little cake they bought me. And they sang a birthday song for me n i blew the cake at our booth in giant ! hahaha !

a big thanks to all my friends !
Zhi teng, Michelle and Fendi ~ Muahhhhsss ~~

okay back to my room n my new furniture. After that, everythin finally settled n we went for lunch. Then I watched 'gong zhu xiao mei' for two episodes and I was really exhausted and fell aslept at the sofa. After about half an hour, dear called me n asked me to prepare for my birthday dinner ! Geez, i oni get to slep half an hour T-T Wasn't really feeling well the day before and i was exhausted. But oh well, its my big day ! =) I forced myself up and went for a shower. Put on the little dress i bought that day. And I was late, still make up-ing when dear reach my home. So rushed n rushed n rushed n viola ! It's time to roll~

Dear brought me to Victoria Station for my birthday dinner ! We had VS on our 4 month anniversary and we're back for my birthday ~ We ordered escargots, lamb cutlets and VS Sirlion. Sorry but no pics of food, coz it's at my sis hp. Haven't upload to my pc T-T

Here's a very unclear pic of us

okay, after our delicious meal at VS. We headed to The Gardens, MV for GSC Signature again. This time we watched Alvin and the chipmunks ! It's really a nice movie ~ Super uber cute ! kawaii neh ! We enjoyed the movie very much ! Tickets were expensive, costs rm20 each. Well dun get me wrong, we aren't rich ! Dear probably want me to be really happy for my birthday. Thanks a lot ! muacks

After Alvin and the chipmunks, we headed back home to take my stuff. I wanted to go Luna bar. But dear said go home and take stuff and then oni we go to Luna bar. When ?I reached home, dear blindfolded me n I sensed something fishy ! A surprise? wohoooo !! He said is cos the present are in the living room -.-

And then we reached my room, and i opened my eyes. *pop* *pop* confetti dropping from all over and balloons all over my new room ! Wow i was really surprised and stunned ! To see kim hong, yong meh meh, ah biao and jia wen there ~ Thanks guys ! And there was candles lit in a love shape on the table, jia wen came out holding the birthday cake. And they sang a birthday song for me ! I was really happy. Then dear gave me a bunch of daisy's with a furry love in the middle. Dear gave me an aquarium of fishes, because each time i see a nice glass bowl i will say i want to rear fish ! And he gave me a big furry doll. Really liked it, because hugging it makes me think of him. And I feel really sweet! Dear's mom gave me a silk thingy frm Bali, my sis gave me a handbag from girls, jia wen n few of my close frenz gave me a halter dress frm the pink pussy cat. And then we camwhored away ~ With jia's DSLR so i dun hav any pics to post here.

Here's some pic i took with my cam ~

the flowers

the musical ferris wheel meng hong bought for me today !
thanks very much !!!!

me at 1u during dec 16 !
the place was packed - -

this ends the post of my 19th birthday ^^"

happy birthday kire ~

2007-12-14T23:20:00.000+08:00
A post for the TAG !
grrr... delayed a few days coz i was just too lazy to fill it up !

DA RULES ~
each player starts with 7 random facts/habits about themselves. people who are tagged need to then report this on their own blog with their 7 things as well as these rules. they then need to tag 7 others and list their names on their blog. they are also asked to leave a comment for each of the tagged, to let them know that they have been tagged and to read the blog.

Number 1
Kire is totally in lurvee with P I N K

Number 2
Kire is a shopaholic
especially crazy over shoes ~ b e wa r e e e

Number 3
Kire is interested in photography n modelling
currently slimming to b more pretty MUAHAHAHAHHA
catch me in models magazine which will be launched at ruums KL ( forget the date ) check friendster bulletins ! rm40 per tic =P

Number 4
Kire is afraid of loneliness

Number 5
Kire wants to be a princess
wheter its true or in someones heart XD
im childish yeah ~

Number 6
Kire isn't a good friend or lover

Number 7
Kire's birthday is coming on this sunday !
happy birthday kire ~

Who's next ?

Carol
Wendy
Souley
Jessie
Kylie
Queenie
Zyniz

2007-12-13T18:46:00.001+08:00
11/12 was our half year anniversary ! ❤

We went to The Gardens, mid valley to catch a movie. It was GSC Signature, a whole new experience for me. Hehe, that's y i was excited wohoooo ~ The tickets cost us rm16 each ! As every cinema hall at GSC signature is a premiere class, and they have 2 gold class halls. Well, im not wealthy wahaha ! But I won't reject if there's anybody who want to treat me there... weeeee ~~

We watched the heartbreak kid, the seats were vr comfortable n spacious ! Unlike mid valley's, even the couple seat that cost rm14 for midnight shows are uncomfortable. I couldn't even stretch n put my legs comfortably! Still prefer 1U's cinema the best =P GSC Signature is kinda expensive, but it has it's own cafe. Even the popcorn combos cost more expensive than usual ! Haha.
With purchase of tickets from the box office, i got a free clinique voucher and a potpuri bag. Then we went to redeem some freebies from Clinique counter and got a consultation session with one of the beauty counsellors there.

Happy Anniversary Baby ~ ❤ Muackss

okay, here comes d late late late pics that pyng has been long waitin for HAHA.
Apologise for d delay =P I was really lazy lately ! kakaka ~
these are clothes I bought on the last day of my work. A long white jacket that cost rm 36.90 frm Amour at subang taipan, and a little black dress that cost rm49.90 from a lil boutique nearby.

today I went to 1U wif maggie so po .... XD
And I bought sum xmas presents for my baby. Havent see any nice ones for my friends and sister. So that will hav to wait till next week. Maggie got a really nice pair of bracelet for her n her bf. Hw i wish i hav tat much money ! Hahaha ~ Im broke again, the presents doesnt cost much. But something else did ! And i'm not gonna tell, huhu surprise!!

this is a mouse christmas stocking n the presents i wrapped for xmas !
I'm gonna hang it in my dear's room till christmas =)

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